Picture

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: I do not own Bishoujo Senshi Sailormoon. That belongs to Takeuchi Naoko and all affiliates. I do, however, own the storyline; mine, steal, die. Violators will be beaten with a broken stick and a meat tenderizer then stuffed in a zip-lock baggie and left to rot. Vague disclaimers are no one’s friend.

Dedications: To Usa-chan, for the inspiration. To Kleptomaniac Can Opener, for going over Sailormoon 200 with me. To everyone who asked me to update. And to Ryoko, for egging me on.

Note 1: The first eight lines of dialogue in the beginning is nearly word-for-word quotes from the VKLL fansub translations of Episode 200. After that, I have fun.
Note 2: Inspired by the following songs “Picture” (Kid Rock & Sheryl Crow) and “Two Princes” (Spin Doctors).
Note 3: For the people who completely missed this during the first version, this is a point-of-view story. As points of view change, so does what people are called. (i.e. In Mamoru’s POV, Usagi is “Usako”, but in Haruka’s, she’s “Koneko”.) Please do not leave reviews saying I’ve messed up with character names.[endsection]

“Mamo-chan?” He glanced down to the blonde at his side absently. “Do you love me?”

What an odd question coming from her. “Yes.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

“Like how?”

Why was she pressing this? “Why so suddenly?” he had to ask.

Her eyes went slightly wider but a lot more pleading. “Please, like how?”

Something had to be really bothering her for her to be so pushy. All the same, after all she’d been through lately, she deserved an honest answer. “Let’s see… It feels wonderful to be with you.”

A tremulous smile touched her lips, star-bright tears hovering in her eyes. “Mamo-chan…” she again whispered brokenly.

Worry shot through him, cold as ice in his veins. “What’s wrong, Usako?”

She sniffed, rubbing at the tears before they could fall. “I think… I think I don’t love you like I used to, Mamo-chan.”

Somehow, the first words that wanted to escape his mouth were “Is that all?” He held them back, though, and instead questioned, “Why do you think that?”

Usagi was silent for a long moment, till she finally mumbled a single word answer: “…Seiya.”

He reached up to hold her shoulders. “You love him, don’t you?” She sniffled then nodded. “Why didn’t you say something before he was gone then?”

She shook her head. “There wasn’t time, and Fighter is needed back on Kinmoku. How could I ask Seiya to stay?” She lifted watery blue eyes to meet his. “You’re not mad at me, Mamo-chan?”

He offered her a small grin. “Of course not.” He leaned down to kiss her cheek. “No matter what happens, we’re always friends.”

A faint smile touched her lips. “Thank you, Mamo-chan. You’re so good to me.”

He could suddenly find it in himself to hate Seiya, maybe just a little bit, for not being here to make this girl happy. “You’ve been my best friend for years, Usako. Maybe we shouldn’t have pushed to make it a relationship because of what Endymion and Serenity had all those years ago.”

The smile exploded into something very similar to her old ones, if a bit restrained and more mature. They were really one day going to have to discuss what happened after Galaxia took his Star Seed. It had been a month already. Why hadn’t they broached the subject yet? At least he knew, though, that was what she’d been trying to get across in her own Usagi ways. “Exactly,” she agreed. “Destiny isn’t written on stone, after all. I guess the engagement’s off then, isn’t it?”

“I guess so.” His watch beeped the hour, and he glanced down at it. “It’s getting late. Want me to drive you back to your parents’ house?”

She shook her head. “I moved in with Haruka-san and the other Outers a couple of days ago. I wouldn’t mind a ride out there, though.”

He stared at her in utter shock. “Why did you do that, Usako?”

He gaze dropped to the ground, and she fidgeted in silence a moment before finally speaking. “I’m… pregnant.” She sighed, finally speaking. “Papa would never allow me to keep her… him… the baby, so Haruka-san and Michiru-san offered, and…”

A baby? That’s what all this was about, Usako having a baby? He placed a finger under her chin and lifted it, looking into her eyes. There he saw a fiery determination like he’d never imagined before. She was determined to have this child, consequences be damned. “Seiya’s the father?”

She nodded. “He is. That’s why it wouldn’t be fair of me to call him back.”

Had Usako always been this self-sacrificing and noble and he’d just missed it till now? Still, he couldn’t leave matters like this. It wasn’t right. It wasn’t fair to Usako or her child for this to happen. “You don’t have to do either of those, Usako.”

“What do you mean?” she whispered, a hint of confusion bleeding into her voice.

He look a deep breath and released it as a long stream of words. “We could go ahead and get married like we planned. No one knows about us calling it off anyway. We’ll say I’m the baby’s father if anyone asks.”

Fat, glistening tears rolled down her cheeks. “You don’t have to do this, Mamo-chan. I’m not — I wasn’t asking you to do this.”

He pulled her closer to him in a gentle hug. “I know. I want to do this, Usako. This whole situation isn’t fair to you or your child. I want to help and this is the only way I see how.”

She was silent another long moment then whispered reluctantly, “It won’t be ChibiUsa.”

“That doesn’t matter one bit to me,” he declared, feeling a bit of the tension leave her body at his words. He held her a moment longer then pushed her just far enough back so he could meet her eyes. “So, do we have a deal?”

“This isn’t fair to you either, Mamo-chan.”

“It’s my choice. Do we have a deal?”

She nodded once slightly. “We do.” She half-glanced away then looked back at him. “The Outer Senshi know the truth though.”

“We’ll ask them not to say anything. I’m sure once Haruka-san understands this is for your benefit, she’ll make sure it’s never mentioned again.”

She laughed softly. “I’m glad to have such a fierce protector as Haruka-san. And one so devoted as you, Mamo-chan. How can I – we – ever repay you?”

He didn’t even hesitate before answering. “Be happy again. Maybe not today or even soon, but I want to see you happy and shining again one day.” She nodded once, and he fixed penetrating blue eyes on her. “I mean it, Usako. If you have a chance to be happy, I want you to seize it. If Seiya comes back and asks you to leave with him, I want you to do it. Can you do that? For me?”

“This is so not fair to you, Mamo-chan,” she began. He opened his mouth to rebuke her statement; she covered it with her slim fingers and pressed on. “But if it’s what you want, I’ll do it. For you, I’ll be happy again someday, but I want you to do the same for me. I want you to take every chance you can to be happy too.”

“Okay,” he agreed. He all but released her, though he didn’t relinquish his grip on her hand. “Let’s go get this over with.”


Ten’ou Haruka had to half-smile at the sight of the couple approaching her and Michiru. She didn’t really care too much for Mamoru, Endymion or not, but at least it wasn’t that Seiya guy. She’d disliked the long-haired man immediately, but that was before this latest revelation. Now, she was fairly sure she hated him.

Koneko had left a few hours ago to break the news to Mamoru. She couldn’t help wondering what had happened since he was coming back with her. When they were close enough, she questioned, “How’d it go? Better than you’d expected?”

Koneko looked a bit abashed as Mamoru glanced down at her, an amused on his face. “Much better,” she answered quietly.

“Haruka-san,” Mamoru jumped in, turning his gaze on her, “I wanted to thank you for putting Usako up these past few days. I appreciate it.” He glanced past them, and she half-turned to see Setsuna and Hotaru walking up to them. “I’m sorry for any inconvenience it may have caused.”

“It was no trouble,” Haruka answered, as if she hadn’t sat up with Koneko the past two nights while the younger blonde cried like her world was ending. She put a teasing expression. “So are you joining in this little conspiracy of ours?”

“Not really. I have a new conspiracy for you.”

“Oh really?” Michiru intoned.

Koneko touched his arm once then began to speak. “I’m still leaving school, but… We’re going to tell everyone the baby is Mamo-chan’s.” Setsuna gasped softly. “We’re getting married.”

For a full moment, she could only stare at the pair of them. When she could speak again, she asked, “Are you sure about this?”

Koneko nodded. “I am.”

Mamoru wrapped a friendly arm around the blonde girl’s shoulder. “We both are.”

“When?” Michiru asked.

Koneko looked up at Mamoru, who shrugged and replied, “The sooner, the better, I think.”

There was silence again, then Setsuna spoke. “I can have a wedding gown and tuxedo ready for you in a month,” she stated.

She and Michiru exchanged a loaded look. Finally they both nodded. “We can arrange a wedding in a month,” she declared.

Now it was Koneko and Mamoru’s turn to communicate silently. “A month will be good,” Mamoru agreed.

“We should go tell the Inner Senshi everything,” Koneko stated. She paused. “Our version of everything.”

“Mamoru-san? Usagi-san?” They all looked down at Hotaru. “Can I be the flower girl at your wedding?”

They all laughed, tension they hadn’t realized was building now dissipated, and Koneko leaned down to hug the girl. “Of course, Hotaru-chan. I’d be honored.”


Luna hadn’t been at the Tsukino house for the fallout; she and Artemis had been staging a congratulatory party for Minako’s big break into the idol world; but she’d been present for some of the aftermath. Tsukino Kenji had been alternately speechless and blustering in his rage. Ikuko was still sobbing now, three days later. Shingo seemed torn between indifference and worry for his missing sister.

Of course, Luna could ask none of them what had happened, so she went to who she considered the next-best source on Usagi-chan: the Inner Senshi. All that they could report, though, was that Usagi-chan had asked Makoto and Rei if she could stay with them for a while, for unmentioned reasons. When they both had had to say no for their own reasons, she’d simply nodded, thanked them, and walked away. That had been three days ago, right after the family fight, and none of them had seen her since.

Other than that, the Senshi were completely clueless. Perhaps Mamoru-san might…

“Hi, everyone!” Usagi-chan’s voice chirped. As one, they whirled to find her standing behind them, Mamoru-san and all four Outer Senshi surrounding her. She stated at them curiously. “Is something wrong?” she asked guilelessly. There was something missing from her ditz act, it seemed though, Luna thought. Usagi-chan grinned, and that’s when it struck her: her eyes. Her smile didn’t reach her eyes; they seemed perhaps a bit dead and completely un-Usagi-like.

Given the protective stances Uranus-san and Mamoru-san were making next to the blonde, the black cat could only assume they had seen what she had and perhaps knew the reason.

“Usagi!” Rei was scolding, “where’ve you been? You’ve been gone for days! We’ve been worried!”

“Really?” Haruka cut in, sarcasm dripping off the world like venom.

“You never checked if she was with us,” Michiru finished, her voice sugary sweet.

Usagi-chan turned to them, pouting slightly. “Haruka-san, Michiru-san! That was mean!” Neither looked a bit ashamed. Usagi made another pouting face and turned back to the Inners. “Yes, I’ve been staying over with them the past few days.”

“But why?” Luna asked, climbing to her feet. “What happened with your family?”

Mamoru-san’s arm went around Usagi’s shoulders protectively, and she leaned against him. “Papa and Mama didn’t take the news well, so…”

“What news?” Makoto jumped in, suspicion etched on her face.

“I’m dropping out of school,” Usagi stated bluntly. “Mamo-chan and I are getting married next month.”

There was a collective shocked silence as all the Inner Senshi and both the cats stared at her. Finally it was Ami who found the words to speak. “Why now? Why get married now? Why don’t you wait till you graduate at least?”

“I’ll be kicked out soon enough anyway,” she continued to speak with even candor. “I’m pregnant.”


A month passed with alarming celerity, and she stood on a stool, allowing Setsuna to do a few last minute adjustments to the dress. It was taking every bit of willpower she possessed not to fidget with the rose-trimmed off-shoulder neckline again.

Finally, Setsuna stood back, examining her work. “You’re done,” she declared.

“Thank you, Setsuna-san,” the blonde replied, stepping down to look over her reflection in the full-length mirrors. They stood in a semi-comfortable silence till she spoke again. “Are we doing the right thing? Mamo-chan and me, I mean? I know we’ve probably destroyed Crystal Tokyo, but -”

“You’re creating the Crystal Tokyo timeline now,” she replied, unable to hold the words back. “All the timeline cares about is that you marry Mamoru-san.” She paused a second to sort through the myriad times in her mind then continued, “There are no effects to it that I can see.”

Usagi-chan’s hand fluttered towards her stomach. “ChibiUsa?”

Setsuna shook her head. “Even I can’t see that yet.”

A knock sounded on the door, and two figures entered, one clad in a pale dress and the other in a tuxedo. “Yo, Koneko!” Haruka greeted.

Michiru was smiling. “You look stunning.”

“Yeah. Instead of handing you off to Mamoru, I might have to keep you for myself.”

Even though she had to know Haruka was teasing, Usagi-chan blushed. “It’s all thanks to Setsuna-san’s hard work.” Her eyes shone as she smiled up at Haruka, Michiru, and Setsuna. “Thank you all so much for what you’ve done for me. I can never begin to repay you.”

“How about don’t trip when we walk down the aisle and we’ll call it even, Koneko?”

Usagi-chan laughed easily at the other blonde’s words. She seemed about to speak when there was another knock at the door and Makoto’s head appeared briefly. “Five minutes, Usagi-chan, Haruka-san.”

“Oh my!” Michiru gasped. “We need to get to our seats, Setsuna!” Despite her words, she paused long enough to start to fuss over Haruka’s jacket. “You remember your lines?”

The tall blonde laughed. “Of course, Michiru. It’s not like I have that much to say.” She stopped the other woman’s hand on her lapel. “You’d better get to your seat and keep the crowd in line, especially those girls.”

Michiru smiled. “I’ll see you soon,” she whispered as she slipped out the door, leaving the other three alone in the room.

“Are you sure about this, Koneko?” Haruka asked, concern darkening her expression.

“I’m positive. This is what is right for me and my baby.” She smiled, and it was a bit sad. “Now, at least we know why King Endymion and Neo Queen Serenity only have one child.”

Setsuna nodded. “This is correct.”

Haruka’s face eased into a smile, and she held her arm out to Usagi. “Well then, shall we?”


One last scream echoed through the room, then silence – then pandemonium. Usako was put under further sedation while doctors tried to stop the bleeding, and moments later, a white-bundled object was carefully laid in his arms.

Red eyes stared back into his own.

“Did you have a name picked out?” a nurse standing by asked.

He nodded mutely, staring into eyes he’d seen so many times before, eyes he’d believed would belong to his own daughter. “Her name is Usagi. Chiba Usagi.”

ChibiUsa…

[section=Footer Notes]Original Draft: 30 August 2004
Revision: 19 October 2004

Well, “Picture” is finally done! You have no idea how happy I am to have it done. This story is my attempt to rationalize out a few things: why Endymion and Serenity only have one child; why ChibiUsa bears no resemblance to Mamoru whatsoever; why I like Endymion and Tsukikage (and to some extent, Mamoru) but not Tuxedo Kamen – and certainly not with Usagi – at least in the traditional sense.

Thanks!

Eternal SailorM[endsection]

Dive to Red

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: I own nothing here. All content is belongs to its valid copyright holders, one of which I am not. The storyline, however, belongs to me; mine, steal, die.Violators will be beaten with a broken stick and a meat tenderizer then stuffed in a zip-lock baggie and left to rot. Vague disclaimers are no one’s friend.
Dedications: To Ryoko Crawford, for being the only one I know who is reading this and who supports my Dark/Daisuke obsessions.
Word Count: 830
Notes/Warnings: Spoilers through episode 24. POV fic. This is the stuff I write when I want to start getting into characters’ heads for something more major.[endsection]

Okay, so maybe diving straight in hadn’t exactly been his brightest idea yet, but it was definitely too late now to change his mind. No, there had been no other way, and he needed to save his companion immediately and this was the sole method that had presented itself. And, as pleasant as it was to finally have a body of his own, he certainly wasn’t going to take this opportunity and let Daisuke take the punishment for it. He wasn’t quite sure when, but somewhere along the way he’d gotten rather fond of his little partner. He certainly wasn’t about to let some woman from centuries ago trapped in a painting steal the boy away from not. Not only did he have a reputation to maintain (How would it look for the master phantom thief to have been successfully stolen from? Not a little painting or piece of jewelry either, but his partner and current host. He’d never live it down.), but there was this strange… affection he had for the latest Niwa.

Still, the wind bit into the slice across his stomach, as well as the stab wound deep in his shoulder. There was still no blood, which he counted as a good – albeit a strange – sign, but it hurt like… well, like the devil himself was shoving a red-hot poker through his arm. Krad certainly hadn’t been pulling blows on him, that was for sure. And his partner, as he’d seen him last, was out here in nothing but his pajamas and his bare feet. The snow below him and blowing through the air may not be cold, but still…

In the end, he needed to get Daisuke out of here before it was too late, before Freedert’s world swallowed the boy whole – or before Krad regained control of that Hikari boy and closed them both into the painting.

“Daisuke… where are you?” he muttered, almost to himself. He was getting nowhere. He’d been flying for what felt like hours, and there was still no sign of his partner. Dai could be anywhere in this crazy world. He had no idea where to find him or even if Freedert would allow Daisuke to be seen this time.

Wait! There! Below him, a sole break in the white landscape drew his attention, and he swooped down to examine it more closely. Snow crunched beneath him as he landed and sank up to his ankles. “This is -” It was Dai’s easel after all; on it sat the painting of the exact same snow-bound landscape he found himself standing in. He twisted about, eyes darting around wildly. But where was…?

“Daisuke! Where are you?” he yelled. “Daisuke!” Fear, an almost completely unknown feeling to him, ate at him as the wind swallowed his words. Even on the barrenness of these plains, there was no echo.

His gaze cast around, desperate for some sign of his missing other half. The snow had filled whatever footprints there might have otherwise been. He certainly wasn’t giving up yet though! They were running out of time before this place ceased to be.

The wind whipped around him, and he held back a wince as he had to push his hair out of his eyes. Then something in the distance caught his attention. Was that -? It couldn’t be – But it was the windmill monument. He knew he hadn’t seen it in the painting when he’d entered it, so that Hikari boy must have added it. But would Dai remember to go there? It was as good a chance as any he had.

He shook the snow from his wings and took to the air again. The wind was growing worse, making flight all the more difficult. It was almost like this world didn’t want him to find his little partner. Well, obviously this world didn’t know him very well if it thought that this would stop him. He was the Phantom Thief Dark Mousy, after all. He did not fail to retrieve what he set out after, be a famous treasure or be it his partner, Niwa Daisuke.

He was over the tower now, and faintly he could hear Daisuke’s voice echoing “Freedert-san”. He’d found him.

Daisuke… “Daisuke!” escaped him. A hand wrapped around the back of his pajama shirt and yanked. He vaguely heard himself and Dai arguing (for some reason, the boy didn’t want to leave). Then he felt Dai’s grip on the blonde woman kneeling before them slip, and he pulled him free, starting to rise into the air. They had to hurry; there wasn’t much time left. The Hikari boy would be closing the painting soon, and he had no wish to remain here.

Daisuke was beating on his arms, demanding to be released, to be allowed to go back. He was silent. Even struggling, at least he finally had Dai in his arms. That would do for now. Yes, for now it would suffice.

[section=Footer Notes]08 August 2004

Waii!!! I finished! This is sort of a companion piece to “Alone in the Dark”. It’s not necessary to read them together, but it gives you a more rounded view of the situation. There’s at least one more coming after this one, called “Absence of the Light”, with yet another POV jump. I’m not saying who, though. And I swear I’m still going to rewrite the series’ ending someday, just not yet.

And whee! 830 words!

Eternal SailorM[endsection]

Tearless

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: I do not own Sakuma Ryuichi, Shindou Shuichi, or anything else Gravitation. They are the property of Murakami Maki and all other copyright holders. I do, however, own the plot, so steal and I will beat you with a meat tenderizer and put what’s left in a ziplock baggie to rot. Vague disclaimers are no one’s friend.

Dedications: I’d like to dedicate this one to Ryoko Crawford, for pushing me into finally writing one of my favorite Gravitation pairings. Also, this needs to go out to Usa-chan, for standing by me in the face of flying idiots.

Notes: The inspiration for this fic comes from the Guns ‘N’ Roses song “November Rain”. I had a playlist of Gravitation songs going while I was writing, especially the Nittle Grasper songs. So the title is from a Iceman (the group that did Nittle Grasper’s songs) song. Also, this takes place at the end of the second OVA.[endsection]

Yeah, it’s a pretty song. That doesn’t mean I have to like singing it, not now that I know about what went on behind the scenes with making it. I don’t like to see my Shu-chan cry, and even across the audience, I can tell he’s about to do it again. Tohma says I shouldn’t be so concerned with Shu-chan since Bad Luck is our rivals. Shu-chan shines too pretty for me to give up though. He’s my Shu-chan, and I don’t want to share him, especially not with that Yuki guy Tohma likes so much. He’s mean to my Shu-chan!

If Shu-chan was all mine, I wouldn’t make him cry. I wouldn’t let him be sad. I’ve tried so many times to make him realize this. Does he think I share Kuma-chan with just anyone? Does he think I go out of my way to be nice to just anyone? He probably does. It wouldn’t be my Shu-chan if he weren’t so innocent.

I just wish I could make him see past that Yuki guy. I know his band mates want the same thing. That Yuki guy’s no good for him. Even I can see it. I’ve seen Shu-chan go into slump after slump because of what that Yuki has put him through. I’ve seen him come into NG with tears in his eyes more times than I care to count. And every time I’ve seen Shu-chan go back to that guy, worship in his eyes. He has worship in his eyes when he looks at me too, but it’s such a different kind. His world will not rise and set on me, the way it does for that Yuki guy. I’m just his idol… and maybe his friend.

I let my eyes go over the crowd again, automatically searching out Shuichi’s. They’re starting to water; he’s going to cry! No way I can let that! But he’s way over there. What can I do?

My mouth is moving before it has a chance to talk to my head. “Shuichi!” I yell. “Shuichi!” I guess I’ll be sharing my stage with him now. Well, I can’t think of anyone else I’d rather share it with, anyway. “Shuichi, you’ve got to come sing with me!”

Next thing I know, he’s tearing through the crowd, heading for the stage, an ecstatic grin plastered all over his face. I guess I’ll be letting him take over the song that Yuki wrote about him now. No, we’ll make a duet of it. I’ll have to see what he decides to do.

He’s so happy. That’s thanks to me, not that Yuki creep. I made him happy. It wasn’t that Yuki jerk that managed to get him here tonight, either. That was me too. My Shu-chan.

I offer a hand down and pull him up on the stage, dragging him over to the microphone. I know I won’t be blamed for holding on to him a little longer than might be acceptable otherwise, but I have to take my moments where I can get them. And when this song is over, I’ll go back to being your idol – and loving you from afar.

And, I swear, the next song I sing to you will be my own words. It will be… our Predilection.

[section=Footer Notes]23 July 2004

Waiiiiiii!!! Ryuichi!!! Ryuichi-sama! *fangirl squeal* I’m so glad Ryoko challenged me to write a Ryuichi/Shuichi fic. I’m not sure this is what she had in mind, but…. I’m good at the angst. I need to get back to writing happy endings. Saa… Maybe I’ll write another Ryu/Shu fic with a happy ending – and even manage to do it in series!

Anyway, that’s it for me for now! Later![endsection]

Alone in the Dark

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: I own nothing here. All content is belongs to its valid copyright holders, one of which I am not. The storyline, however, belongs to me; mine, steal, die. Violators will be beaten with a broken stick and a meat tenderizer then stuffed in a zip-lock baggie and left to rot. Vague disclaimers are no one’s friend.
Word Count: 800
Dedications: To Kleptomaniac Can Opener, for putting up with me whining while I wrote this. To Usa-chan, for trading for more SI. To Chibi Tenshi, for pre-reading and helping with the summary. And especially to Ryoko Crawford, for pushing me to fixing the ending of the series; I’m getting there, as quickly as Kei will let me.[endsection]

He was gone.

He’d realized he was alone in the ruins of the museum, but it hadn’t really sunk in. Not till he’d woken up this morning to that haunting loneliness within himself. For the first time in what seemed like forever, he was alone inside his head. And… Well, he hated it.

He’d never realized how bad being alone could feel until now. He now regretted every harsh word he’d said to his partner, every time he’d cursed the Fates for sticking them together, every time he’d told his alter ego to leave him alone or quit being annoying.

He’d never counted on the peace he’d sought so diligently being exactly what he didn’t want. To have known then what he knew now… He’d have treasured the time they’d had together, instead of treating his partner as a nuisance, a burden. He’d take back all the times he’d all but accused his companion of ruining his life. Instead, he’d cherish each time that deep voice piped up in the back of his mind with some inane comment on what was going on around them. He’d even keep his mouth shut about this silly outfits they ended up wearing.

Now, though, he could only hide his tears – and his regrets – and he had a lot of both. He didn’t even have anything to remember the other man by. There was no sign anywhere he looked that proved his best friend had even existed. Once again, he wanted to curse the Fates, this time for taking his most important person from him so soon, just as he was coming to realize what the other meant to him. Why now, now that he was just starting to find out how his other half had felt about him, how much he had been loved and had never known, never seen.

If only he were smarter… If only he’d come to understand these feelings sooner… Maybe they could have thought of a better way to end this, a way that didn’t involve his partner sacrificing himself. There had to have been a way! There must have been! He knew now he’d have done anything to keep his partner with him, to save him as he himself had been saved before. He just refused to believe that there had been no other way!

He picked at the bedcovers, having not moved from the bed all day. A glance over at his clothes closet brought another regret: he shouldn’t have been so quick to give away that coat. It contained his precious last memories of his companion and their final hours together. Now it was in someone else’s hands, someone who… didn’t need those moments the way he did. Yes, another regret to add to the field of them he was growing.

He should have known and recognized these feelings beginning to build in him when his partner had rescued him from the other world. He should have heeded the words he’d been told there: “That person you hold dear… No matter what happens, don’t let them go, okay? Please… To protect that person, please don’t choose death. To protect that person, no matter what happens, stay alive for them.” He should have passed those words on to his beloved partner, his other half. Then, perhaps, he would not be the one left alive, would not be the one burdened with somehow  resuming some kind of a life after this. He wasn’t sure he knew how to live a solitary life anymore – and he wasn’t sure he wanted to!

He’d never expected or wanted someone thrown so deeply into his life, but he certainly didn’t want a life without him either! Not since the early days anyway, and those early days were long gone. He needed his partner. He’d come to count on him in so many ways, even just to keep him from becoming too serious or overwhelmed by whatever was going on. Half the time, he needed him just to remember when to get out of bed! No, all there was to it was he needed his companion.

He plucked at the bedcovers some more – and there it was. He picked up the delicate object like it was the most fragile of treasures and held it to his cheek reverently. Maybe all hope wasn’t lost after all.

He’d heard it said many times, “You don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone.” He knew now it was true. It was entirely too true, and that was why he was sitting along on his bed, solitary in his mind and his heart for the first time in months.

You don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone. That’s why Niwa Daisuke was all alone now, clutching a single black feather. Dark…

[section=Footer Notes]05 July 2004

Oh gods, that hurt. It physically hurt to write this. I love writing the angst, but I think I might have played a little too much this time. I started this at 7 p.m. on July 4th and finished it at about 12:45 a.m. on July 5th. It weighs in at 800 words, not all that long considering, but I’d stretched the angst as far as I cared to. Dark/Daisuke fics shouldn’t be angsty; they should be romantic, but I wanted this to be full of unfulfilled love and hope. “Forever together, forever apart” was sort of the theme I was going for.

This is the first of two D. N. Angel fics I’ve decided to do. This one, obviously, is set after the ending of the anime series. You have no idea how much I despise that ending, no idea whatsoever. Hate. Despise. Loathe… Anyway, the second fic will (hopefully) pick up after episode 24 and rewrite the ending, but I need to go back and rewatch the entire series before I start it (plus I should finish Gods and Other Creatures first), so bear with me if it takes a bit.

And for the record… UGH… I think I got a bit high writing this with a fruit-scented red pen. @.@

So here is my first contribution to the D. N. Angel fandom. Expect more D/D goodness from me!

Eternal SailorM[endsection]

Moonlight Requiem 0: Prologue

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers:  I am not Takeuchi Naoko and I do not own Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon.  The only thing I own here is the storyline.  Please do not steal it.  Then I would be forced to beat you to death with my stuffed plot bunny then burying the remains in the back of my fridge.  Vague disclaimers are no one’s friend.

Dedications:  I’d like to dedicate this to the following people for supporting my Sailor Moon addiction:  Ryoko, Kuriyamimizu, Ana, Sailor Mac, Chibi Trowa, and Chibi Tenshi.  Errr… and Bru, Aya, and B-chan, too, for keeping the injuries to a minimum while I was rewatching.

Note:  This story picks up at the end of the Sailor Moon R Movie and rewrites from there.  Also, this prologue copies several lines directly from the R Movie (the Pioneer version) before it veers off.[endsection]

Sailor Moon was dead.

The Ginzuishou had exploded, all its energy used up as she directed the asteroid away from Earth, Princess Serenity’s had turned dark, and she’d collapsed into Endymion’s arms, detransforming back into Sailor Moon.

In that split second, everyone’s heart stopped.  “Usako!” Tuxedo Kamen called, not even noticing as he too changed back, shaking her body in a vain attempt to awaken her.

“Usagi!” the Senshi called as one, but Tuxedo Kamen barely heard them.  He could feel everything going dark around him.  She couldn’t be dead. She couldn’t be…  Not when he hadn’t told her he…  And what about ChibiUsa, waiting for them back on earth?  What would happen to her if Usagi died?

“Usako…” slipped from his lips again.

“Mamoru-kun…,” a voice in the blackness whispered.

He opened eyes he didn’t remember wincing shut to see Fiore kneeling before him.  Despite being controlled by the Kinsenian flower, in a way her death was on his hands…  And Tuxedo Kamen couldn’t find it in himself to blame the other man.  The anger just wasn’t there, wouldn’t come.  “Fiore…”

The blue-haired man bowed his head.  “Thank you.  You and Sailor Moon have saved me again.”  Fiore looked down at the woman in his arms, and he could see the guilt plaguing the alien’s eyes.  “Mamoru-kun, now I will fulfill that promise.”  He held a white shimmering flower out to the tuxedo-clad man.  “This is a flower of life.  It contains the sum of all my energy.  Give the nectar to Sailor Moon.”

Reverently, he took the blossom in one hand, glancing at it then back at his friend.  Even before his eyes, Fiore began to vanish, dissolving into familiar sparkles of light.  No thought crossed his mind; he just reached out and grabbed his friend’s hand, feeling it solidify to his touch.  “Don’t go again,” he whispered, the words breaking as they left his lips.  “Don’t leave me again, Fiore.”

The blue-haired man blinked, shock freezing him over.  Never in a thousand years would he have expected so much kindness as he had been shown, especially considering everything he’d done to these people.  “I –  You want me to stay, Mamoru-kun?”

He nodded once.  “I do.”  Both their eyes turned down to the drained young woman.  “We can both give her the energy she needs.”

Fiore inched closer on his knees.  “You’re sure?  I tried to-”

“I’m sure.”

Mamoru’s blue eyes turned to the flower he still held.  For a split second, his hand glowed around it, and Fiore felt some of his own energy returning.  Finally, he tipped the white blossom up to Usagi’s lips, letting some of its precious nectar fall into her mouth.

A moment passed, and nothing happened.  Behind him, reality began to intrude as he heard Venus begin quietly sobbing.  Mars moved to comfort her while the other two Senshi looked away in disappointment.

A shimmer of light caught his eyes, and he looked down in time to see the Ginzuishou repair itself and Sailor Moon’s sapphire eyes open.  She smiled, exhaustion clearly slowing, up at him and Fiore.  “You see?” she whispered.  “I said I would protect everyone.”  Her eyes locked on Fiore.  “And you wouldn’t be alone.”

“Sailor Moon,” Fiore barely got out barely got out.  “You… forgive me?”

She shook her head slightly, and the faint hope that had been building in his chest abruptly fell, at least until she gathered the strength to speak again.  “Nothing… to forgive.”

“Usagi!” Rei yelled, wrapping her arms around the blonde’s waist and burying her face in her hair.  For once, she seemed capable of no more words.

“Usagi-chan,” finished Minako, leaning over Mars to first touch Usagi then the Ginzuishou to make sure both were real and then to stroke Rei’s hair.

“You scared us, Usagi-chan,” Ami whispered, sliding into the tight group.

“Yeah, please don’t do anything like that again, Usagi-chan,” completed Jupiter, moving to drop her head in Usagi’s lap.  “I think you took ten years off my life.”

“I’m sorry, everyone,” Sailor Moon whispered.  Her eyes drifted away to the planet below them.  “We… need to get home.”

Mercury shook her head.  “We can’t do a Sailor Teleport till you’re up to full strength.”

Next to him, Tuxedo Kamen could see Fiore fidget slightly.  He sent the other man a questioning glance.  Fiore mumbled under his breath, “I still have enough power to take us all back to Japan.  If you want, I could…”  He trailed off.

A tired smile touched Usagi’s lips.  “Thank you, Fiore-kun.”

Mere words were not enough to describe her kindness, he decided as he gathered his energy and began to teleport the seven of them back to Tokyo.  Definitely a far cry from the ditz she’d seemed when they first met.  How could two versions of the same girl be so vastly different?  The darkness of space shimmered out from around them, and Tokyo formed around them.

“Sailor Moon!” a new pair of voices chorused.  Just a step or two away from them sat Luna and Artemis.  Mamoru glanced around, taking a moment to place himself.  Why had they come here, to the rooftop of Usagi’s home?  Looking to his side, Fiore seemed just as confused at their location, if not more so.

Sailor Moon slowly sat up, balancing herself with one hand against the roof before her.  “Luna, Artemis,” she greeted, smiling gently.

“She guided us,” he heard Fiore breathe.  So that was it:  Sailor Moon had directed where they would go?  She was this strong?  Or was this still Princess Serenity’s power?

“Thank goodness you’re all right,” Luna was saying.  “When ChibiUsa started vanishing, we feared the worst.”

The gasps of shock he heard from the Sailor Senshi seemed incredibly loud to his hears.  “Is she all right now?” Tuxedo Kamen had to ask.

“Well…,” Luna hedged, exchanging a worried look with the white cat beside her.  “You see…”

In a dim flash of light, Sailor Moon detransformed into Usagi.  Moving cautiously but with obvious haste, she slid down the roof to her window and slipped inside.  In her own way, she was so dedicated to the little girl that would one day be her daughter, Mamoru thought to himself.

“The truth is,” Artemis answered, “ChibiUsa has changed.”

“Changed?” Makoto echoed, she and other Senshi powering down as well.  He followed suit, and Fiore switched his appearance to his human guise.  “How has she changed?”

“I think you need to see this for yourself” was all the male cat said.  He and Luna padded down the roof and led them through the window and into Usagi’s room.

The blonde sat at her dressing table.  Otherwise, the room was empty.  Mamoru glanced down to the cats at his feet.  “Where is she?”

“We left her asleep in bed,” Luna replied.  She sounded nervous.

As if on cue, the door opened, and a child’s silhouette appeared.  There was no mistaking the coned odangos; it was ChibiUsa.  Her arms were loaded down with junk foods, including a tub of ice cream with a spoon sticking out, all of which dropped to the floor when she saw them.  “Usagi!” she cried, leaping into the blonde’s lap and throwing her arms around her in an affectionate hug that would have been unimaginable before now.  It was only now that she had abandoned the darkness of the hallway that the changes became evident.

Her hair and eyes had changed colors.  Gone were the pink locks and red eyes.  Instead her hair was a light shade of purple and her eyes were a brilliant shade of bright blue.  Mamoru searched the little girl’s face and saw no trace of himself anymore, not that there had been much of one before.  The girl was even more a miniature version of Usagi than she’d been before.

ChibiUsa-chan,” Ami questioned, kneeling before her and Usagi, “what’s happened?”

The girl looked confused.  “What do you mean? Nothing’s happened.”

“But your hair… your eyes,” Makoto faltered.

ChibiUsa grinned. “Isn’t my hair pretty?  I tried to do it like Mama’s.”

Ami shook her head slightly and turned to regard the others.  “Do you think something could have happened to Neo Queen Serenity or King Endymion?”

“‘King Endymion’?” the now purple-haired girl repeated, tilting her head to the side in confusion.  “But Endymion-jichan isn’t king.  Papa is.”

“ChibiUsa-chan,” Minako voice was wheedling, “who’s your Papa?”

“Papa.”

“What’s your Papa’s name?”

“Papa.”

Rei rolled her eyes before trying her luck.  “What does your Mama call your Papa?”

The girl paused, looking as though she was having to think about, massaging her forehead. Suddenly she snapped her fingers. “Anata*.”

There was a collective disgusted sigh, and Rei turned a glare on Usagi.  The blonde glared back.  “It’s not my fault,” she replied to the accusation.  She yawned broadly.  “How is it my fault Neo Queen Serenity isn’t more creative?”

No one dignified that with a response.  “So,” Ami began, “I guess we can safely say that the timeline has changed, and you and Mamoru-san won’t be getting married or having ChibiUsa, Usagi-chan.”


“Your Majesty?”

Neo Queen Serenity looked down to the Senshi kneeling before her.  “Yes, Pluto?”

“It’s the past time,” the green-haired Senshi explained.  “It’s beginning to right itself.”

The blonde queen stood, stretching.  Only a few short days after being released from her crystal prison, she was stiill working all the kinks from her body.  “So they are seeing Small Lady correctly now?” she asked, walking down to stand near Pluto.

“That is correct, Your Majesty.”

Serenity nodded thoughtfully before stepping past Pluto to regard the two figures in the back of the throne room.  “Thank you for your help while they were here, Endymion-kun.”

The tall black-haired man shrugged it off.  “It was nothing, Sere.”  He glanced at his companion.  “It’s just one of many favors I have to pay you back for.”

She smiled, turning her attention to the man next to Endymion.  “Thank you for disguising Small Lady, Fiore-kun.”

“I still don’t see why we had to do all this,” the alien replied.

Pluto moved elegantly to her feet.  “That part of the past is very delicate.  If it didn’t proceed in a certain manner, this time would be irrevocably altered.”

Serenity grinned.  “And I don’t think any of us want that, do we?”

Everyone except Pluto returned the smile.  “The past time is still delicate, Your Majesty.  It’s still over a year till Sailor Moon – you – will meet His Majesty.”

That I am not worried about,” she looked past Pluto to the man on the throne next to her own, “ne, anata?”

[section=Footer Notes]13 April 2004

Wow, it’s finally finished. It’s sort of nice to have this new project going, but be aware till I can get a new copy of Sailormoon R and SuperS, I can’t update very quickly.

The last section (in Crystal Tokyo) was written with the Cover Girls song “Wishing on a Star” playing on repeat.

Thanks for reading.

Eternal SailorM

Light No More

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: Of course, I owe nothing here but the story line. All characters are copyright to Takeuchi Naoko, as is the title Bishoujo Senshi Sailormoon, as well as all other relevant copyright holders. The translations I use come from the original VKLL fansubs. However, if I should find any parts of this story copied or plagiarized, I will beat you to death with a sledgehammer. Vague disclaimers are no one’s friend.
Series:
Bishoujo Senshi Sailormoon Sailor StarS
Rating: PG
Spoilers:
Through Episode 198. After that, it goes AU.
Word Count:
580
Dedications:
You know, I think this has to go to some of my original fans. I was reading some of the comments and emails you sent me, and it helped inspire me to write this new “back to the beginning” story. So this is to: Chibi712, Comet Princess, Hikari Yuy, Usa-chan, and Chibi Tenshi, as well as my favorite new reviewer, LiquidICE..[endsection]

“It’s possible that no one is gone till you forget them.”

Those were the words of wisdom imparted by Sailor Star Maker. The world was over, Galaxia had been defeated, and all that remained standing were four Sailor Senshi: Star Maker, Star Healer, Star Fighter, and Sailormoon.

The world had exploded in a brilliant light when Uranus and Neptune turned on Galaxia, turned her own weapons against her. The blasts froze her. They all held their breath waiting for her Star Seed to appear. Nothing happened.

Then, in Usagi’s arm, ChibiChibi vanished. As she disappeared, so did Galaxia. When even the last sparkles of the woman’s life were gone, Uranus and Neptune fell as well, unable to live now with no Star Seeds and without Galaxia’s energy to support them.

And then there were only four Sailor Senshi left, the Starlights and the Princess of the White Moon.

This is their story.


“Believe in our Princess.”

She couldn’t quite get those words out of her mind, nor the face of the small Senshi who had said them to her before going off to what would be her death. “Believe in our Princess.” Hadn’t Saturn realized she already did? That she loved and trusted their Princess like she was Fighter’s own? She couldn’t speak for Healer or Maker, but…

Even now, staring down at her as she lay on her bed sniffling, even though she’d already cried herself to sleep, Fighter still believed in he, believed in her strength, believed in her compassion. Even before she would let herself collapse, she’d seen to it that she, Healer, and Maker were installed in the other beds, but she’d been too consumed by her grief to see Fighter leave hers to come watch over her. She’d lost everyone yesterday: her family, her friends, her Senshi, her world… her boyfriend.

No that Fighter was all that sad to see the man was gone. He had been unkind the woman before her, and for that alone, Fighter would not mourn his death. There were so many others dead now anyway, so many who had given their lives for this bright shining world, people who deserved to be remembered, deserved to still be alive.

This wasn’t her planet, these weren’t her people. It just made her sick to see another planet fall to Galaxia. And it infuriated her to see the blonde girl on the bed before her crying, her eyes rimmed in red even in her sleep.

She couldn’t stand it any longer. Fighter knelt beside the bed and gently touched Sailormoon’s arm. “Odango?” she whispered. “Don’t cry, odango.”

Big blue eyes blinked open, still more asleep than awake. “Seiya?” her silvery voice sleep-laden and confused. “Are you all right?”

Fighter managed a faint smile. Of course Usagi would worry about her first, ignoring her own pain in favor of helping someone else. “I’m all right. We’re all fine.” She brushed a hand across Usagi’s cheek. “I was worried about you, odango.” She lowered her voice to what could be considered a bedroom whisper. “I heard you crying.”

“I -” she began, twisting so that she sat up in bed, her back against the wall. “I’m alone, Seiya. I’m all alone.”

“No, you’re not alone,” she whispered, climbing on the bed and wrapping her arms around the blonde Senshi, holding her tight against her. “You have me.”

Usagi’s arms slowly wrapped around her as well. “Seiya…”

“You’ll always have me.”

[section=Footer Notes]18 March 2004

Okay, originally this was going to be a new series, but it seemed better suited to be a one-shot. I have to say, I love Seiya and Usagi together. Plus… Well, I still hate Mamoru. Big surprise, ne?

And this is the second bit of fanfiction that I’ve completed since I moved (after Gods and Other Creatures Chapter 36). Looks like the new apartment is good for my inspiration. ^__^

I may eventually add more to this, but only if there is sufficient interest.

Eternal SailorM

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Butterflies

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Statement made to save one’s own ass: I don’t own Weiss kreuz, unfortunately. That belongs to Koyasu Takehito, Marine Entertainment, and a lot of other people who are a great deal wealthier than I am. I’m making no profit off this little fan adventure, so please don’t sue me.
Setting: Post-first series, just before the drama CDs, and before Gluhen. Spoilers for the end of the first series, hints towards Gluhen.
Feedback: PLEASE!!!!
Archive: E-mail me first. Otherwise, just FanFiction.net, MediaMiner.org, and DarkMagick.net
Usual suspects: This fic is dedicated to Renza, for pre-reading it.[endsection]

There was another him inside himself. Not like a conscience or anything so mundane as that. No, this was an entirely different person who grabbed control of his body and did things with it that were totally against his nature.

Like that job. Ugh. It probably could have been a lot worse, but right now he was pressed to think how it could be. He wasn’t sure which part of it was worse: the hungry eyes sliding over him like a piece of meat or the constant threat of pain and death. Probably the mauling eyes, since he was long since used to living under the threat of death. It had always been a part of his life — both versions of his life, both his and the one belong to the other him.

Or maybe the eyes weren’t he worst part. No, that was his lover, the asshole. He wasn’t sure what he saw in the guy, to be honest. He was a slut, to begin with, and so effeminate to continue, and the qualities just went downhill from there. And the others… Equally despicable.

He missed the life he’d known before the other him. He’d had friends, loved ones, people he cared about — and who cared about him. Now, thanks to him, that was just a distant memory. If he felt like making the effort, he could try to get to know his friends. But, really, what was the point? They were his friends, they only knew him, and honestly, he couldn’t act like him if he tried. Besides, he wouldn’t want to anyway. It wasn’t right, it wasn’t natural, it wasn’t fair! He had been here first, so it should be his body, his life, his friends! It was just so not fair!

It was hard sometimes to remember his life before him. He wished the memories would just go away, instead of staying right there so close to the surface of his mind. He remembered smiles and laughter. He remembered sounds of joy and mirth. He remembered running into waiting arms.  He remembered… butterflies. Beautiful, short-lived creatures with delicate wings to fly away with… He wished he wasn’t so like them. He was caught in this spider’s web, his wings torn off and cast to the winds.

And he was waxing poetic. It just proved he’d been around that guy too much. For a man who didn’t speak much, he hid a shockingly  poetic side. At least, he wasn’t as annoying as the other guy, the one who was always so cheery and perky — and clumsy. Ugh, then there was his lover, the slut, the one with at least one different person in his bed every night. What did he see in them?

For that matter, what was hold him here? He owed these people nothing, he held no allegiance to them or what they represented. So why was he still in their presence? Why hadn’t he run yet? It wasn’t like he hadn’t tried before, repeatedly. Damn those bastards for leaving him behind! Had they forgotten who he was? Leaving him behind, not just one time either! Why was he continuously left in the hands of those annoying assholes? And when he tried to leave on his own, he always took over and went right back to the same assholes who were making his life a pain. He was cursed at every angle, cursed and alone. Awfully, miserably alone. There was no one else in the dark prison except him after all, and there would probably never been anyone else. Not anymore, not since she was gone. Her, he missed as much as his life before, a spark of brilliant light in his darkness. Her, he’d been willing to sacrifice as well for his shot at freedom. Of course, his desperate gambit had failed and she was dead and he was still imprisoned in this gossamer jail.

Their dunking in the sea, that incident he’d been sure was his great chance for escape. He’d dragged his sodden limbs from the salty water, not even taking the time to inspect the bruises and other numerous injuries his body had sustained under his care, and he’d started to climb the embankment to the highway, doing his best to ignore the way his vision swam and one of his knees felt swollen five times larger than it should have been. Finally, he’d gotten up to the highway and stuck out his thumb. He’d hitchhike his way to Nagasaki and then get the hell off this damned island. He’d thought he was in luck: a set of car headlights began to slow down and angle towards him. He’d held his breath — then released it in a disappointed sigh as he saw it was his lover’s car and all the assholes were in it. It came to a stop beside him, and he’d all too soon found himself enveloped in a soggy, navy blue mess that must have been supposed to pass for a hug. And so his great chance passed him by, just like all the others.

He was cursed. He had to be. Why else did nothing ever go right for him? Why else did nothing ever go his way anymore? It had before, before him. He just had to show up and ruin everything. Why did there have to be a him anyway? Wasn’t he good enough? He always had been before, good enough for all the important people in his life. All but one… but that was probably his fault as well. Why else would he, the favored one, be cast aside? No, it had to be his fault — or else there was a curse in his blood.

Curse or no curse, though, he would find a way to prevail. His will was strong, and he would never give up. Never, not until he was free. And when he was free, he’d never let him free from the dark prison he had spent so many years in. And… and he’d be sure to repay those years of torment on hisfriends, and there would never know what hit them. That was the beauty of the whole thing: no one would ever seen it coming. There would be torment and madness and death when he was released, and he would deliver them all with a smile. They would all know the true meaning of suffering…

… when the bruised, battered, torn butterfly of Takatori Mamoru was free.

[section=Footer Notes]20 July 2003

Whew! That was a ride!! This was fun to write, a real challenge. I don’t think I could have done it without Renza reading my updates and giving me her honest opinions of what she thought. It helped tremendously, and I’m in her debt for it.

So… was anyone expecting it to be Mamoru? Please and let me know what you thought. I live for feedback.[endsection]

Again

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Statement made to save one’s own ass: I own nothing. Don’t own the song used in this. Don’t own the series portrayed within this fic. Don’t own the bishies portrayed within this fic. (Damn.) All I own is the story concept, the original character Odujin, three mean muses and one sweet muse (more or less ownership/borrowship on the sweet one), and a glass of tea.

Note of the Scribe: I just wanted to thank Chibi Tenshi for her help (huggles) and Usa-chan for letting me more or less borrow Neko Omi. Also, big glomping thanks to Meri of the Temple O’ Trunks (Where is it? It vanished!) because her music videos continuously inspire me! This one was inspired by her video to the same song, even though hers was for Fushigi Yuugi. ^_~ And to figure out who my main male character is, you’ll have to read very closely.

Additional Note of the Scribe: I didn’t use quite all the song lyrics; a lot of it was repeating the same lines over and over at the end, so I cut out the last two choruses.

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Song lyrics
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Princess Serenity sighed, staring out into the Royal Gardens of the Moon Kingdom, her brilliantly blue eyes not taking in the colour sights before her. Silver hair floated into her line of vision, and she batted it away without paying attention to her motions.

“Watashi no ooji-sama,” she whispered, her voice so soft.

Behind her and completely unnoticed, a figure bathed in darkness watched the princess. Sure, she was looking at the Earth as she spoke, but the ooji-sama she was speaking to wasn’t Endymion. That much was certain. The doll-like girl considered the man she was engaged to a friend or maybe a brother but nothing more. But who could she be talking about? What other prince does she know?

An orange-clad figure with long blonde hair bounced past him and glomped the princess, startling her from her reverie. He frowned when he saw the thoughtful look on her face be replaced with a silly grin; she was beautiful either way though. She was like a light personified; even here in this kingdom of light, she outshone all the others.

“Serenity-chan!” the Princess of Venus shrieked, finally relinquishing her hold on the other young woman. “What are you doing out here? There isn’t anything to do.”

“I was just… admiring the view.” Mentally, he shrugged; he could agree there.

Venus glanced over the balcony then back at Serenity, a frown on her face. “There’s nothing there but plants and the Earth.” She nudged her friend sharply. “Or were you looking for a certain ooji-sama on Earth?”

Serenity smiled, and Venus turned back to the view. As soon as the blonde princess’s back was turned, he was able to see Serenity-hime mouth out “not on Earth” to herself. So who is this mysterious ooji-sama?

Venus grabbed Serenity’s arm and tugged her lightly. “Come on, Serenity-chan! Let’s ditch your guard and go check out all the hot guys down by the spaceport.”

To himself, he groaned, and for two reasons at that. One was Venus-hime’s careless attitude that almost always resulted in a quick turnover rate in her guards; she kept “ditching” them, as she so quaintly put it, and they were dismissed. If they were to “ditch” him, if the princess were to go anywhere unprotected, especially the spaceports, it wouldn’t be just his job at stake; it could very well be his life. The second reason was a bit harder to explain, even to himself, but as he figured it, it had something to do with a well-kept secret desire to be the ooji-sama she so often spoke of. She was everything he’d ever dreamed of; it would be nice if the reverse were true as well.

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I’ve been searching for you
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Brilliant blue eyes turned to look at him, and she winked slightly. Unlike the Princess of Venus, she didn’t dismiss his presence; even that was better than nothing. “Actually, Venus-chan, I have to meet with my mother in about thirty minutes. Why don’t you and Mars-chan go instead?”

“You sure, Serenity-chan?” She nodded, smiling. “Okay. See you at dinner tonight.” She hugged her friend and dashed out of sight through the gardens.

“That was a close one, ne?” He blinked sharply; she was speaking to him. She grinned. “I didn’t think she’d ever leave.” When words refused to come out of his mouth, she gestured for him to come closer to her and turned back to face the large blue planet her family guarded, taking a seat on the marble bench that rested there.

Cautiously, he moved closer to her, closer but not too close, not as close as he’d like to be. “Ohimesama?” he very hesitantly questioned. Under no circumstances were guards allowed to speak personally with the royal families, only if they were in danger.

She glanced at him over her shoulder and gestured for him to sit beside her; instead he leaned against the balcony wall. If anyone saw him sitting beside her, it could be his neck for being so presumptive. “Have you ever been there?”

He shook his head slightly, trying to keep up with her line of thought. “There?”

“To Earth.” She sighed sadly. “If Endymion and I marry, I’m going to have to live there. I’ve never left the Moon in this lifetime. I don’t know anything but this.” She hugged her arms lightly. “I think I’m scared to leave here.”

“I went there when I was young. It’s a bit like the Moon, but there are a lot of differences.”

Her eyes lit up, and she looked up at him expectedly. “Tell me, please.”

This is going to be… interesting; I can barely get two words out around her, and now she wants me to describe Earth to her? I must be a glutton for punishment. “There are thousands of colours there. The sky is blue, and you can barely see the Moon in the daytime and you can’t see any of the other planets. But at night, the Moon glows down and you can see the palace if you look hard.”

“So I’ll be able to see my real home.” That brought a slight smile to her face. “Come on. Tell me more. What colour are the trees?”

“The trunks are usually brown, but they can be all different colours too. The leaves are green all of spring and summer, but in the autumn, they turn red and yellow and fall off the trees.”

“Kirei… What colour is the water? The oceans? The seas? The rivers?”

“Blue. That’s what the blue you can see from here is.”

She glanced up at the planet. “Then there’s a lot of water up there. I bet it’s beautiful.”

“Not as beautiful as it is here.” Not as beautiful as you are.

“Ohimesama?” a new voice interrupted. They both looked up to see the captain of the guard, Odujin, at the doorway. “Your mother would like to see you.”

“Okay.”

She rose, and he started to follow her. Odujin’s hand on his chest stopped him at the doorway. “Don’t get involved with the princess,” the older man stated, his voice low enough that the Princess didn’t hear. “Don’t hurt either of yourselves like that.”

How could he know that… I feel that way about ohimesama? He glanced closer at the redheaded man. He sounds like he’s talking from experience too… But this is ohimesama. I can’t leave her, not now, not ever.

As if she heard his thoughts of her, Serenity stopped and turned and looked at him. It took all his self-control not to shiver at the warm look visible in those cobalt blue depths. And he forced himself to pretend he didn’t see her shiver as he began to follow her down the hall to the throne room once more.

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I heard a cry within my soul
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The current ruler of the Moon, Queen Serenity, was sitting on her marble throne when her daughter entered the room. “Musume-chan,” she greeted the princess, standing regally and embracing her.

“What is it, Mother?”

The older woman glanced over her daughter’s shoulder. “Odujin-kun, my daughter and I need to be alone for a few minutes, if you please.” He nodded and gestured as he left the room; all the guards silently followed him, including the princess’s. “Musume-chan,” Queen Serenity began again, “I have to leave.”

“What?”

“I have to go to Earth and secure your engagement to Prince Endymion.” She did not miss the frown in her daughter’s eyes, but she did not comment upon it either. “I’ll only be gone a few weeks, but you need to be careful while I’m gone. There are people out there, enemies of our kingdom, who would not hesitate to hurt you to get to me, my darling daughter.”

“Don’t worry, Mother. I’ll be fine.” My ooji-sama would never let anyone hurt me.

A few hours later, she had found herself standing at the spaceports, waving her mother’s ship off, and now she lay in the middle of her large bed, thinking in the silent darkness. It was going to be odd, with neither her mother nor Odujin around. It did mean free run of the palace through, a rare priviledge.

But not tonight. Tonight she was just tired, and all her thoughts were preoccupied on that cursed engagement she was being forced into. For no reason other than to try to make herself feel better, she punched her pillow before she pushed her face down into it. I should be given a choice in who I am going to marry; it’s only fair. Instantly, she chided herself for that thought. Mother was forced to marry Father in much the same way as I am being forced to marry Endymion. But still, it’s not fair.

Lifting her head from the pillow, she saw a faint shadow moving close to her bed, and she let out a shrill scream which was quickly cut off by unconsciousness.

Outside the princess’s rooms and in an adjacent servant’s hall, he jumped alert at the sound of her scream, out of bed and out the door before it even finished. So short… This can’t be good.

He couldn’t waste time for niceties and instead burst into her room. The bed was empty and the window was open. Quickly looking out it, he saw a retreating figure all in black carrying a very white burden over his shoulder, running at full speed. Without even a thought for his own safety, he jumped out of the window, landing roughly with his feet beneath him and absorbing much of the shock of the long fall. All the same, he winced as he heard something snap loudly when he landed.

The dark figure turned and threw something at him. He dodged the dagger, ignored the sharp and screaming pain in his leg, and took off running after them, even as the kidnapper began fleeing again. But he’d always been fast, and even with his newest injury, he managed to catch up, tackling the man. He twisted quickly and more than a bit painfully and managed to cushion the princess before she hit the ground with the same impact as her would-be kidnapper, her body pressed tightly up against his. He could hear the pounding steps of the other guards approaching, surrounding them; it would be safe to make sure ohimesama was all right.

As he glanced down at her, she stirred awake. Unfocused blue eyes met blue, and for a split second, he felt himself holding his breath as he stared at her beauty. Suddenly she blinked sharply, and her eyes focussed in on him. Slowly tears began to slide down her cheeks, and it took all his willpower not to wipe them away. “Daijoubu, ohimesama,” he offered clumsily, as always cursing himself for his lack of words.

Before he knew, her arms were clutched around his body and she was sobbing against his chest. “I knew you’d come save me,” she whispered against his dark green shirt. “I knew you would. I was so scared.”

A fierce protectiveness welled up within him, and he wanted to pound her attacker’s face in with his bare fists. Instead, he raised them both up to their knees and held her tightly. “I won’t let him – anyone – hurt you again, ohimesama. Not while I’m alive.”

Next to him, he saw one of the queen’s guards grab up the intruder and rip the mask off his face. A collective murmur of shock ran through the group. They would have never suspected one of their own to try to take the princess. The new prisoner rolled his eyes up to the sky and whispered, “Beryl-sama…”

Before their eyes, he began to disintegrate, melting until nothing remained but a pile of ooze. He kept the princess’s head pressed against his chest, preventing her from seeing the gruesome sight. So Beryl is the name of the person who wants ohimesama.

“I’m taking her back to her room,” he stated, gently lifting the still crying princess in his arms, still barely managing not to wince in pain.

“Stay with her the rest of the night,” his superior officer ordered. “We don’t know if this Beryl person has more spies within the palace or not. Someone should stay with oojo-sama at all times.”

Her fist clenched in his shirt, and she whispered so quietly he was barely able to hear her. “I don’t trust any of them. Please don’t leave me. You’re the only one I can trust.”

Within his chest, something in the vicinity of his heart clenched tightly at her words, and he knew his voice sounded far from normal when he spoke to his fellow guards. “I’ll stay with her.” His superior nodded, and the group parted to let them through.

About halfway into her rooms, though, he could feel his leg beginning to give out, a pronounced limp suddenly showing in his gait. He stumbled and nearly dropped his precious burden. She wiggled out of his arms and got to her own feet. “You’re hurt,” she accused.

“It’s nothing.”

The look she gave plainly stated her thoughts of the honesty of that statement. “If it was nothing, there wouldn’t be such pain in your eyes, would there?” She had him there; he shrugged, unable to truthfully deny her statement. She gestured to her bed. “Sit down. I need to take a look at it.”

“It’s not that -” She silenced him with a look this time, and he sat.

She knelt before him (This is so not right, he thought to himself) and gently examined his ankle. “It’s broken,” she pronounced a moment later. “I can take care of it for you, though.”

“You don’t have to, ohimesama.”

“I know,” she shortly answered, a small smile on her face however. She held one hand just above his ankle, and a soft warm glow began to emanate from it. A few moments later, she moved back, the light ceasing, and she looked up at him. “All better.”

“Doomo arigatoo gozaimasu, ohimesama.”

She smiled lightly, glancing down at her hands in her lap. “Ne, why did you jump out the window like that?”

“To save you.”

“But why?”

Is she always this curious? Deciding to be honest, he answered, “Because I want to keep you safe from anything that could ever hurt you.”

“Because I’m the Moon Princess.” Her voice was very soft and very sad.

Please, Megami-sama, don’t let anyone come in! He leaned forward just a bit and lifted her chin, so that their eyes met. “No. Because you’re Serenity, and Serenity is very precious to me.”

“Really?” A nameless and oddly out-of-place hope echoed in her voice.

“Really.” Against his sense of duty and fear for life, he let his lips brush against hers. Her eyes fluttered shut, and she found herself returning the kiss. Reluctantly, they broke apart a moment later, and two sets of passion-darkened blue eyes met, a new sense of wonderment in both.

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I never had a yearning quite like this before
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Serenity woke up and stretched, the morning sunlight shining off her hair, reflecting it brilliantly. Suddenly she bolted up right. “Are you still here?” she whispered into the quiet room.

‘Hai. I’m right over here, ohimesama,” he replied, stepping back into view around the many sheer bed curtains.

She opened her mouth to speak again before a knock at the door cut her off. “Oojo-sama,” called the guard outside her door, “there’s a transmission coming in for you. It’s your mother.”

Her eyes shot wide in alarm, and she jumped out of bed, quickly wrapping a robe around her over her nightgown, and ran downstairs. He trailed behind her, never letting her leave his sight.

The moment she appeared before the video monitor, her mother’s face appeared. The Queen of the Moon looked tired but thoroughly pleased. “Musume-chan, how are you?”

“I’m fine, Mother. And you?”

“Good, good. The plans are secured; you’ll be married to Prince Endymion in a month’s time.”

The smile slid off the princess’s face, and he felt that same odd tightening in his chest. She’ll be married, and I’ll have lost her, not that I ever truly… She glanced over her shoulder, looking at him with tearful eyes, and it took every ounce of willpower he possessed to keep from wrapping his arms around her, engagement and her mother be damned. Just beyond her, he could see Queen Serenity eyeing them both measuringly. She knows… but she doesn’t seem angry at all. Like she knew this was going to happen.

The Queen smiled suddenly. “So, musume-chan, you’d better be enjoying your last few days as a single women.” Ohimesama smiled back very weakly. “I’ll be back tonight, darling. Take care until then.” The monitor went black.

The room was silent for several long, long moments, the only sounds being soft hitching noises from the princess. Then without warning, she turned and fled back up the stairs, past them all, her face buried in her hands. Wordlessly, he went after her, but when he got to her bedroom, the door was locked. He knocked, and the only response he received was, “Leave me alone!”

Silently he went back to his old room, the room he had not slept in two perfect weeks, instead having been sleeping next to the Princess he’d served for these last three years. Rank (but to be honest, more her perfect innocence) had prevented him from touching her, but even just being beside her was a gods-send. He collapsed onto his bed and released a heavy-hearted sigh.

Minutes or maybe hours later, a soft scraping noise awakened him from the light doze he’d unknowingly drifted off into. He opened his eyes just as the door opened to reveal the princess wearing nothing but a thin, translucent robe.

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Now that you are walking right through my door
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Princess Serenity stood alone before her mother’s throne with a heavy heart. This was going to be the scolding to end all scoldings. When the familiar fingers of her mother’s hand gently grasped her chin and lifted her head up, her eyes widened in shock. “My poor baby,” the White Moon Queen whispered. She pulled her daughter down so that she sat in her lap on the dais steps. “I was so hoping you wouldn’t end up repeating my follies, but it seems I hoped in vain.”

“Mother?”

“Hush now, musume-chan. I want to tell you the sad fate of royalty.” She took a deep breath and spoke. “To be in love with someone you can never be married to and be with forever.”

“You were in love with someone else too, Mama?” She didn’t even notice her little slip, but her mother did and hugged her for it.

“I still am. You see, Serenity, I married your father to bring peace between the Sun Kingdom and the Moon Kingdom. He didn’t love me and I didn’t love him, but I needed an heir and so you were born. Once you were here, your father went back to his kingdom and died in the rebellion there seven years later. Since then, I’ve been free to be with the man I love, but never in public. No one can ever know.”

“Who is it that you love, Mama?”

“I think you know, Serenity.”

“Odujin.” Wordlessly, her mother nodded. “But, if all royalty is like this, then why do we keep having arranged marriages?”

“To preserve peace for all those people who aren’t royalty. Earth is in a state of war right now, musume-chan, and it’s because some of the people hate us and some don’t. When you and Endymion are married, it will stop this rebellion and all the needless slaughter of innocents. It is your duty, just as it was mine and my mother’s and so on back.”

Her legs shaking beneath her, the princess stood. “Mother, all I ask is please don’t send him away. Please let him stay with me, and come with me to Earth.”

“As you wish. Welcome to the world of the tragic love affair, my darling little girl.”

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All of my life
Where have you been
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Pale hair blew into her sad eyes as she was formally introduced to the man she was to marry. Prince Endymion of the Earth did not seem very happy about their upcoming marriage either. But for all pretenses and purposes, they had to appear happily in love.

She couldn’t stop herself from glancing over at him, an even sadder look in her eyes. I love you, watashi no ooji-sama. You are the only prince I want.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw her future husband staring at a woman with short, wheat-coloured hair in a resplendent black gown. She’s the one he loves. How did the four of us get stuck in this silly and painful situation?

Over the next few days, hostilities between the Earth and the Moon increased, and everyone distrusted everyone from the opposite group. When Endymion was nearly killed by her guards, she spent the night in her lover’s arms, crying in fear for her kingdom.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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The next night was the ball and the last night of her engagement; she would be married on the morn. The dark circles beneath her eyes were cleverly hidden with make-up borrowed from the Princess of Venus, and she wore her formal engagement dress. But the pearl bracelet she wore was a gift from her lover. As she danced with her fianc� and got caught up on all the news from Earth, she felt his eyes on her; she did her best to smile at him without it being too obvious.

Luna and Artemis ran into the ballroom and the music stopped. “They’re attacking! Every able-bodied man to arms!”

Her heart went into her throat, and she whirled around in search of him. She saw the princesses of the four Inner planets transforming, and just behind Mercury, she spotted him. She dashed across the room and threw herself at him. “Don’t leave me,” she pleaded in a whisper.

“I promised to protect you, ohimesama,” he answered. “It’s my mission, my duty. I don’t want to see anyone hurting you.” His lips brushed against hers quickly in a chaste, closed-mouth kiss. “Stay close to Endymion. I’ll find you that way when this is over.”

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And if that day comes
I know we could win
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The towering vampire-like woman terrified her. So this was Beryl. She was more terrifying that Serenity had anticipated.

Everyone was dying. Below Beryl, all she could see were the bodies of her friends, the people she loved and cared about, killed for Beryl’s and the monster Metallia’s pleasure.

A brilliant pain ripped through her chest and she collapsed, barely holding back a scream. Watashi no ooji-sama… She even took him away from me too.

And when Endymion was the last one she saw left alive and Beryl was taking him, she knew the only thing she could do was try to save him. Even if it cost her her life.

Only a few minutes later, Queen Serenity made a wish on the Ginzuishou for her daughter and the people of their kingdom to be reincarnated in the future of Earth. A small grey cat looked up at her dying queen and could only ask one question. “What about -?”

The Queen smiled sadly. “I don’t want my daughter to be alone. He’ll find her sooner or later.”

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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Tsukino Usagi, age 18, leaned against the wooden beams of the Tokyo pier staring at the moon high, high above her. It seemed to be glowing as it never had before. But if she remembered correctly, tonight was the 1,000 year anniversary of the Moon Kingdom’s defeat. And here she sat alone on the pier trying to commemoration a long-forgotten kingdom.

Footsteps echoed down the wooden dock, lighter than a full-grown man’s but heavier than a woman’s or a child’s. Well, maybe I won’t be alone after all. The steps stopped behind her, but she didn’t turn to look behind her yet.

“The moon’s beautiful tonight, isn’t it?” she whispered.

“It always has been,” a strangely familiar yet not voice answered. She turned around – and there he was, the man she’d been dreaming of ever since her memories of the Moon Kingdom had begun to return, ever since Mamoru had found his own lost love from that time. “I’m so glad I finally found you again, ohimesama.”

Wordlessly, she threw herself at him, knocking them both to the wooden deck and covering his face with kisses that he returned just as desperately. “I’m so glad you found me, itooshi,” she breathed back.

He rolled her over and went to work on the buttons of her shirt; she gently tugged at the dark green tee-shirt he wore.

Around them, as they made love, moonbeams sparkled and danced to celebrate true love.

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A sacred gift of heaven
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She clung to him as if her whole life depended on whether or not she let him go – and in a manner of speaking, it did. Strong but gentle hands ran through her unbound hair in an attempt to soothe her that wasn’t going very well. “It’ll be all right, darling,” he whispered into the blonde mass.

“How can it be? We’ve only had four years together. I’m getting married tomorrow.” This time, it had been hers and Endymion’s choice, for the sake of the entire world (again) and for a pink-haired girl named ChibiUsa. Again, it was to be a marriage of convenience; she didn’t… “I don’t want to make you have to stand by and see me with him.”

“Koishii.” At the tone of his voice, she looked up to meet his eyes. “I wasn’t going to do this because of tomorrow, demo…” He dug into his jeans pocket. “Now I think because of tomorrow, I should do this.” Apparently finding what he’d been looking for, he produced a small piece of cloth.

“What is it, itooshi?” she asked, curiosity winning in over sadness.

“The old woman I bought them from said that they were from ancient China, that they belonged to a miko and her warrior lover. When I heard the legend, I knew we had to have them.” He slowly unwrapped the cloth revealing two rings with identical red gems on them. “So, ohimesama, will you be mine forever?” Her eyes began to shine with barely checked tears of joy. “Will you be my lover, beyond all other responsibilities, Usa-chan? From now until the end of time?” He slipped the smaller ring onto her finger.

“With all my heart, yes. From this lifetime to the next.” She placed its twin on his hand and gently brought her lips to his. After a moment, she pulled back, though, a troubled frown on her face. “But I still -”

“Have to marry Mamoru. I know. And I’ll be beside you regardless if you’re still single living here with me or married to him.” Soft lips sealed over hers, and he pulled her beneath him on their bed. He broke this kiss only long enough to whisper, “Ai shiteru, koishii,” before he began to slowly make love to her again.

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For better worse wherever
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Neo Queen Serenity stared at the monitor before her in dismay. The Black Moon Family just never gave up. It was playing out exactly as it had when they visited this place from the past, but it would be quite some time yet before their past counterparts would arrive.

A warm and strong hand gently touched her bare shoulder. She didn’t even jump; there was only one man who ever touched her that way. “I’ve missed you, itooshi,” she whispered to the general of her armies and the head of her personal bodyguards and her lover, just as Odujin had been to her mother so long ago. And like Queen Serenity and Odujin, this was the only time they could show any affection for each other: when they were certain that they were absolutely and completely alone.

“I got held up,” he explained shortly.

In his reflection on the screen, she could see a growing dark spot on the dark green his uniform shirt. “You’re hurt!” she cried, whipping around quickly enough to smack the console with one of her long streamers of hair.

“It’s nothing.”

“If it was nothing, there wouldn’t be such pain in your eyes, would there?” She was repeating herself from so long ago, and based on the small smirk on her face, she knew it too. She stood and gestured to the seat she had just vacated. “Sit down. I need to take a look at it.”

Obediently he sat and began unbuttoning the uniform without her asking him to do it, watching her eyes as she knelt between his knees, much closer than she had been when they did this in the Silver Millennium, and began to examine the wound. As her eyes narrowed and her beautiful face steeled over, he forced himself to ask, “How bad is it?”

“You’ve done worse to yourself,” she cautiously remarked. The familiar glow began to emanate from her hands, and he held back a wince as he felt his flesh reknitting itself.

“Koishii?”

“Hai?” She looked up into his eyes and smiled.

“Ai shiteru.”

“Ai shiteru, itooshi.” She pulled her hand away from his side. “All better. It’ll be tender for a while, but -”

Her words were cut off as he pulled her against him, their lips crushing together. That way she missed the Monument of the Tokyo Tower collapsing.

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And I would never let somebody break you down
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This was the part of Crystal Tokyo she hadn’t been expecting, the part where it was so close to the Moon Kingdom back in the Silver Millennium. She sighed. Her husband had died defending his lover’s territory. But at least she wasn’t alone. At least her daughter was about to marry the man she really wanted to; she didn’t want to explain to ChibiUsa the sad fate of royalty as it was explained to her. Thank the Goddess Helios was of close enough to royal blood for the marriage to be appropriate.

It felt… strange to know her daughter was about to turn eighteen. Eighteen was always such a strange year in her own life: as Princess Serenity, she’d died; as Tsukino Usagi, she’d met the man of her dreams, again. She couldn’t shake the feeling something bad was going to happen today. She knew it in her soul, and she wasn’t the only one; there was a reason the entire army was assembled and on stand-by.

The ball was just beginning. Small Lady would never forgive her if she was late, and she was running behind as it was. Some things never change, she thought to herself, barely holding a grin off her regal face; I’m always running late.

She reached the bottom of the outside steps, glancing around for her daughter, Helios, her lover, anyone. The palace and the grounds surrounding it were silent. This is too much like that other time… when I was attacked by the Dark Moon.

“Serenity!” She turned towards his voice just as he collided with her, knocking her to the ground a few feet away, just as the ground before where she had just been exploded.

“What’s happening, itooshi?”

“The Federation is attacking,” he whispered in her ear.

“How bad is it?”

“Even with the entire army here, they have us outnumbered ten-to-one.”

Cobalt blue eyes stared into his slightly darker blue ones. “We’re not going to make it this time, are we?”

He grasped her hand, the matching rings glittering. “I’m going to make sure you do. I’ve already sent as many soldiers as we could spare to get the princess out of the city.” He stood, helping her back to her feet. “Come on.”

“You know I can’t leave, itooshi. Without me, Crystal Tokyo would crumble.”

“Then stay with me.”

The battle passed in a flash. So outnumbered, there was no way the soldiers of the Crystal Utopia could have won, especially not after their general fell protecting the last surviving ruler.

Neo Queen Serenity surveyed the landscape, bleak and broken as it was. She, Saturn, Pluto, Jupiter, and a few soldiers were all that remained of their kingdom in the capital; thank the Goddess her daughter had escaped. The Federation was creeping ever closer; she didn’t have much time left.

She glanced down at the jewel in her hands. “Holy Ginzuishou, all I ask is for one more lifetime for all of us, a lifetime where we are free of the responsibililities of the last ones.”

The crystal flashed brilliantly, fulfilling her wish, and she felt it draining all her life away to do so. Is this how you felt when you died, Mother? she thought to herself as she collapsed to the ground, her body slowly dissolving into sparkles. This time, itooshi, we will be together as we always wanted.

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Or take your crown, never
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Tsukino Usagi stood on a pier staring out at the moon. She didn’t know what she was waiting for, but it was coming. Maybe not yet, but it was coming. “Usagi-chan!” a cheerful voice called. She turned and smiled at Minako, Rei, and the other Senshi. The other blonde wrapped an arm around her shoulders. “What are you doing out here all alone? It’s your seventeenth birthday! We should be out celebrating!”

She smiled and agreed, but neither were honest. What is it that I’m waiting for? Who is it?

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All of my life
Where have you been
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Princess Serenity smiled at the guard as she walked past him. He’d just transferred in for palace duty recently, and he looked just a bit nervous, like he was trying to hide it. She stopped and slowly moved back over in front of him.

“Konnichi wa,” she greeted.

From somewhere at the other end of the hall, Odujin frowned at their conversation. He’d seen the way the young soldier looked at the princess. A small hand gently touched his shoulder. He glanced down at the queen. “What’s fated to be will be.”

“She’s like a daughter to me. I don’t want to see her get hurt.”

“I don’t think he’d be here if he would hurt her,” she smiled, “do you?”

They both looked back at the scene before them, just as the fifteen-year-old princess walked away and the young soldier stared after her.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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Bullets flew all around them. It didn’t matter if the Federation soldiers were good shots; the sheer number of bullets was lethal. Her lover pushed her away from him just as several bullets hit him all at once.

“No!” she screamed, sinking to her knees before him. Taking a deep breath to calm herself, she lifted his head into her lap; this was beyond her meagre healing abilities.

“Serenity…”

“We’re supposed to be together until the end of time, itooshi,” she whispered, brushing his dark hair out of his eyes.

He grasped her hand as tightly as his failing strength would allow. The matching rings on their hands glittered again in the light. “From this lifetime to the next, koishii.”

Those were his last words.

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And if that day comes
I know we could win
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The three remaining soldiers of Crystal Tokyo and the last three Sailor Senshi had barricaded her in her the prayer room. It had been her request, and it was the most easily defended place. From there, the Inner Senshi had kept the barrier around Crystal Tokyo in the war against the Dark Moon. And it was in there that she made her final wish on the Ginzuishou.

This next time we’ll be together until the end of time, itooshi.

Those were her last thought before she vanished.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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He stood on a pier in Tokyo, staring up at the moon. She was here somewhere, in this city or near it, somewhere close to him. He could feel it deep within him. Didn’t she know he was here too? Wasn’t she looking for him? He’d seen Mamoru with that same girl from the Silver Millennium. That meant it was all playing out again, right? And if it was all playing out again, she and he could be togther again, right?

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I’ve searched through time, I’ve always known
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He couldn’t help smiling at ohimesama as she struggled with the final arts of diplomacy and negotiation. He could look at her and tell that all she wanted to was make both parties happy, but it wasn’t going easily; she seemed ready to throw her hands up in the air and scream. Finally she hit up on a strategy.

“Mars-chan, if Jupiter-chan makes you a dessert, can she keep the book?”

The raven-haired princess thought it over briefly then nodded. The silvery-haired princess looked at Jupiter next, who also nodded her agreement. “It’s getting off easy compared to what she wanted to do to me. Arigatoo, Serenity-chan!” The two princesses ran off in the direction of the kitchen, and ohimesama collapsed on one of the sofas.

“How did I do?” she finally asked, looking across the huge room at him with a smile in her eyes.

“Good.” Such an effort! Why can’t I manage to get words out around her?

“Arigatoo.”

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That you were there, upon your throne
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He held the queen as she cried. Endymion had died defending his lover’s kingdom against the Federation, and she’d lost someone close to her in the process. She’d never loved her husband, but he’d been one of her best friends.

At least Endymion had done what he set out to do. The wheat-haired princess’s kingdom was safe from the Federation for now.

“Serenity…,” he whispered into her golden hair.

She wiped her eyes and tentatively smiled at him. “Gomen ne,” she breathed.

“For what?”

She shook her head slightly. “For never telling you how much you mean to me, itooshi. I don’t want to ever lose you.”

“You won’t.” He grinned at her faintly. “We’ll be together until the end of time, remember?”

“From this lifetime to the next.”

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A lonely queen, without her king
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He bolted awake, covered in sweat and a bit surprised to see the ceiling of his apartment above his head. Why did he have the oddest feeling that he should be outside in the city looking for something, someone? He shook the sensation off; he didn’t have time for it, now or any other time. But the images of a beautiful woman with golden hair and a young woman with silver hair wouldn’t leave his mind quite so easily.

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I’ve longed for you, my love forever
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Odayaka Usagi glanced at the huge building before her. He was here; she knew from deep inside her. She frowned, taking a huge bite out of her sandwich. Beside her, a woman her own age laughed. “Usagi-chan, you’re going to choke if you keep doing that.”

“Are you sure he’ll come?”

“For the thousandth time, he said he would show up if his boss would let him go early for the day. I even promised I wouldn’t shriek at him or glomp him.”

“You’d better not!” Usagi screamed.

The wheat-haired girl and Mamoru laughed before he kissed her and softly stated, “You’d better not, you know that. You’re mine now, Princess.”

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All of my life
Where have you been
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Usagi smiled at the image of a little girl before her before she toddled off to her mother. At the sight of the child’s mother, she gasped. Mamoru followed her gaze and froze as well. “Hotaru,” they simultaneously whispered. One of the three missing Senshi, here in Tokyo… Surely all this couldn’t be just a coincidence.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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She rose to her feet, taking one step at a time closer to the dark-haired woman. When she finally was close enough, she asked, “Hotaru?”

The other woman whirled, placing herself between Usagi and her child. Purple eyes stared at her for a moment before recognition finally flashed through them. “Usagi-san?”

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And if that day comes
I know we could win
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“I thought that we’d – I’d – never see you again, Hotaru. You vanished.”

“Like everyone else, I was reborn. You made that wish, didn’t you?” Usagi nodded. “A time where we would be free to be with the ones we love.” She glanced behind her just a young man slipped his arm around her waist. “Anata?”

He grinned down at her. “Hai?”

“I want to you meet one of my oldest friends: Usagi.”

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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“You’re here with the Princess and Mamoru?” he asked, glancing past her. She nodded. “You wouldn’t happen to be the infamous blind date, would you?”

“Something like that.” I doubt he’d remember the Crystal Utopia. “So he mentioned me?”

“Something like that. Best of luck tonight, ojoosan.” He looked over his shoulder then back at her, grinning largely. “Well, here he comes. See you guys later!” With that, he and Hotaru and their little girl walked away, and she caught her first glimpse of him since the destruction of the Crystal Utopia over two hundred years ago.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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He nearly growled aloud as he saw the man who was something like his best friend, his wife Hotaru, and their kid approaching him; that guy always knew how to get on his nerves. His hand clamped down on his shoulder, and his friend’s voice whispered in his ear, “Your blind date is a real hot one. If I was you, I’d snatched her up before someone else beat me to it.” Before moving on, the other man pointed over his shoulder at –

Her. The girl from the dreams. Standing there in broad daylight, sunlight glinting off her silvery-blonde hair. Both hands were clasped before her mouth in shock. On the ring finger of her left hand, a red light glinted off a familiar stone.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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“Koishii?” he barely choked out.

Behind him, he barely noted his friend stopping, staring at him in amazement; no one had ever earned a term of endearment from him before.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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And there he stood, as always wearing that familiar green top, this time with a black and green jacket over it.

Faintly she heard the Princess urging her on, Mamoru whispering at her to go for it.

“Itooshi?” she whispered, just loud enough for him to hear.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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So it was her… As impossible as it seemed, it was her. Ohimesama…

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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She couldn’t keep the smile off her face. It was him! Watashi no ooji-sama…

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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Neither really knew who started moving first, but suddenly they were face to face. Then even closer.

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I wonder if I’ll ever see you again
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Until the end of time…

From this lifetime until the next…

I’ll always see you again.

[section=Footer Notes]1 May 2001

This fic was produced while listening to the following songlist on continuous play:
“Again” by Lenny Kravitz (obviously)
“What It’s Like” by Everlast
“Insensitive” by Jann Arden
“Velvet Underworld” by Weiss Kreuz
“Change the World” by V6
“Counting Blue Cars” by Dishwalla
“When Worlds Collide” by Powerman 5000
^__~ Arigatoo, minna-sama!!!

Love it? Like it? Hate it? Despise it? C&C are more than welcome; flames will be used in a May’s Eve bonfire! *holds up bag of marshmallows*

Reviews mean updates, so review please. Leave it in your review if you figured out who my main male character was! ^_~[endsection]

Dark Side of the Moon

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimer: I don’t own The Slayers and I don’t own Bishoujo Senshi Sailormoon. Apparently, wishing doesn’t count because if it did, I’d be rich and famous and swimming in bishonen. But since I’m neither of those three, I guess I own nothing but a P.O.S. ancient laptop/computer (which is not the one I’m working on this on), an IBC Cherry Cola, and a chocolate orange.

Author’s note: In case you missed all the warnings and all, this is going to be a crossover shoujo no ai. It’ll probably never get over an “R” rating, but this will be a girl-girl romance story.
Also, see if you can guess who my favourite Slayers characters are. ^_~ It shouldn’t be too hard.
And there are a lot of spoilers. That’s all I say.

Major dedication alert: This one is mainly to Kuriyamimizu, my atashi-chan. She wants this story finished very badly, so… you know… I owe her for some really good stories (Touched, And He Doth Descend into the Depths of Heaven, etc.) so this one’s to her!
Dedications: This also goes to the usual suspects: Ro-neechan, Chibi-chan, Amber-chan, and especially a certain unnamed imouto for helping in the end.[endsection]

Parts of an ancient wall were still intact around the ruin; the parts that had fallen over the course of time had been replaced, and the newer structures looked rather formidable. A bronze plaque hung near the wrought-iron gate, bearing the simple inscription of “Go away!”

But none of that compared to the dollar signs in Lina Inverse’s eyes.

It did, however, bother Amelia wil Tesla Saillune. “Are you sure about this, Lina-san?” she whined.

“I want that treasure,” the redheaded sorceress answered. “We’ve come too far to just go home.”

That much, at least, Amelia decided, was true. They had come a long way to find this place, and all because Lina had overheard a couple of bandits mention a priceless treasure, in a ruin from the World Before, guarded by a vengeful spirit. Lina had heard the sounds of money, and so they had set out across the known world, across lands that hadn’t been traveled in thousands of years, to find this place. It was. . . Well, it was rather creepy, to be honest.

“There was another note,” Zelgadiss reported, landing beside them.

“Well?”

“It’s just another warning. It says: ‘If you really want the spirit’s treasure, remember these things: first, don’t make it angry. Second, any man who enters must be especially careful; it doesn’t like men.'” He and Gourry exchanged a glance. “‘And finally, and this is most important of all, don’t ig-‘”

“Why’d you stop, Zelgadiss-san?” Amelia asked.

“The paper is ripped there, so I can’t read it.”

“Well, we’ll just have to push on anyway,” Lina stated.

The gate creaked and made horrible noises as they stepped through it. “If this isn’t the perfect set-up for a ghost story, I don’t know what is,” Zel groaned.

Inside the ruin, a long-dead figure stared at them from an upstairs window. If it was physical enough for facial expressions, its eyes would have narrowed in anger. People again, coming into this house, after so long. Hadn’t they learned yet that this place was cursed?


“This place is really creepy,” Amelia repeated yet again. It took a lot of effort, but Lina managed not to smack her. You’d think the two-year break from adventuring had ruined the girl; she almost wished she’d brought Filia instead.

But she did have to admit: it was kind of creepy. Pitch black darkness greeted them on the inside, without a candle or lantern in sight.

As if something had read her mind, the small lever beside the door clicked into an upright position and the room was flooded with light that seemed to originate from what looked like a lantern on the ceiling. “What the. . .” Lina began.

“Electricity,” Zelgadiss answered. “If it’s working in this room, it should work in the rest of the house.”

“So we’ll have light to look,” finished Amelia. A book hit her in the back. “What?” she asked, turning to look behind her at Gourry and Lina.

Gourry stared at her with wide eyes. “We didn’t do it. It just flew off the shelf on its own.”

Amelia turned to Lina. “Did you do it, Lina-san?”

“Why would I throw a book at you, Amelia? I’m going to look around upstairs.”

She’d hardly left the room when everything went crazy. Everything left whatever resting place it had previously possessed and threw itself at them.


The upstairs seemed rather unremarkable, as far as upstairs went. Bedroom followed bedroom followed bedroom, then came a room like nothing she’d ever seen before. Okay, she recognized the mirror and the larger basin seemed to be for bathing, but the rest of it was lost on her. For the moment at least, she decided to let that mystery lie and finish her exploring. There was one more door that she hadn’t checked yet, and when she opened it, it led up a set of stairs.

She’d almost put one foot inside the door when it slammed closed. “Let me in!” she demanded. Silently it opened again, slowly, as if something, whatever was opening it, was reluctant to obey. “Thank you.” She could have sworn she heard someone grumbling about it not being fair. She slowly ascended the stairs, wary of another of the spirit’s temper tantrums.

It was another bedroom, done in colors that surely must have once been pinks and whites and other such pastels. A huge bloodstain – no, two of them – spread across the floor, turned black over time. A desk with a large mirror sat to one side of a large bed. Cracking posters covered the walls, most of them of odd contraptions that were vaguely box-shaped and of a dark blond-haired man in a sort of uniform which said “Formula One”. At least she thought it was a man; it could have been a woman. The others were of three men with long hair, the “Three Lights,” if the words were to be believed. On the bedside table was another picture of the blond man, this time looking a bit more feminine and standing beside a girl with long blonde hair. Behind it was another picture of the blonde girl, a bit younger and with a dark-haired man and the faintest image of a little girl with pink hair. The bed sheet was blue with moons and rabbits on it. The whole room was simply too cute for words.

So why didn’t anyone clean up the blood? she wondered to herself, sitting down at the desk. The rest of the house was immaculate, the kind of perfectly clean that spoke of someone who had time to stay around the house all day to keep it clean. Why would someone keep such a perfect house, yet leave all that blood on the floor?

She turned on the seat and regarded herself in the mirror. Before her glass reflection sat a hair brush, long golden strands of hair still in it, the same shade of golden blonde as the young woman in the pictures. With a sigh, she pulled out the hair and started to brush out the tangles the long journey here had produced in her hair.

When she looked up a moment later, she froze, staring at the reflection she no longer had. Instead she was looking into an unfamiliar pair of blue eyes framed by blonde hair nearly double the length of her own. The young woman slowly brushed out her hair, a small smile on her face. There was a ringing sound behind her; she turned but saw nothing that could be making such a sound; looking back in the mirror, the girl had jumped up and crossed the room to pick up the small rectangle-shaped object on the bedside table beside the pictures and she appeared to be talking into it. With a nod, she out it back on its cradle and returned to the desk, sitting exactly where Lina was sitting herself. She sighed and rested her head on her hand, clearly upset about something.

Without warning, the blonde disappeared and Lina blinked in surprise to see herself again. What was that all about? “Oh, that’s it,” she realized aloud. “This is your house, isn’t it? You’re not a spirit; you’re a ghost.”

Around her, the room seemed to fairly hum with satisfaction.

“So why don’t you want anyone to come here? I always heard ghosts appreciated the company after being alone.” The sense of happiness fled, and it got very cold very quickly.

“Lina-san!” Amelia called out, bursting up the stairs. “Guess what we found!” Her enthusiasm faded in the chilliness of the room. “It’s so cold in here!” Abruptly the temperature returned to normal as a breeze ruffled by Amelia’s hair and down the stairs.

“What did you find? The treasure?” Lina asked eagerly.

“No, a book. I can’t read it, but Zelgadiss-san says it looks like some sort of diary. It was written in something he called ‘katakana.’ Do you think it could have a clue to the treasure, Lina-san?”

“It could. We may as well stay here the night; it’s almost dark outside and it’s a two-hour walk to the nearest town.”

“But . . . here? In this house? With the spirit?”

Lina cracked a small smile. “It’s not a spirit. It’s a ghost.”

“A ghost?” Amelia repeated. “But I thought ghosts couldn’t move things.”

“How many ghosts have you known, Amelia?” The girl shrugged. “When should Silphiel be here?”

“As soon as it’s dark. I’ll go tell the guys we’re staying here then.” Amelia went down the stairs. After a few moments, Lina followed her, but only as far as the odd room. She stepped in it and shut the door. Almost immediately the handles over the larger basin began to turn themselves and water came out of the faucet and began to fill it.

“What? Do I stink or something?” There was a faint giggle. A cabinet beneath the smaller basin opened, and a towel came floating out to sit on the odd-shaped contraption beside the water-filled vessel. “Well, I guess we’re both girls here.” She stripped quickly and got in the water. “Gods, this is perfect,” she whispered, sinking down deeper.

“I’m glad you like it,” an unfamiliar woman’s voice answered, and Lina bolted upright.

“Who’s there?”

“You can hear me?” the voice shrieked. “You can really hear me?”

“Of course I can hear you. Why wouldn’t I be able to hear you?”

“You’ll talk to me?” She sounded sad now. “Everyone who has ever come here has always ignored me.” Hence the note, Lina thought. She must not like to be ignored. Who could blame her, if she’s been here since before Ceiphied and Ruby-Eye went to war? “What’s your name?”

“Lina Inverse. What about you?”

“Tsukino Usagi.”

“Tsukino? What an odd name.”

“Tsukino’s my family name. Everyone called me Usagi or Usagi-chan. I’m pleased to meet you – Do I call you Inverse or Lina?”

“Inverse is my family name.” She paused, looked down, and blushed. “Could we continue this conversation some time when I’m not naked?”

“Gomen nasai, Lina. I’m used to not having a body now; I forgot about that. I’ll go.”

“It’s okay, I guess. Could you slide that towel a little closer over here?”

Usagi laughed. “Sure.” As if on its own, the soft piece of cloth floated over to the edge of the –

“What do you call this thing anyway?” she asked, gesturing to the basin in which she lay.

“A bath tub.” She laughed. “One of the first groups of people to come here were a bunch of scholars. One of them almost died of fright when I cut the water on. I guess things like this aren’t in the world anymore.”

“How long have you been here?”

She sighed. “It seems like forever. Since. . .”

The temperature in the room dropped radically. Lina shivered and slipped as far down in the water as she could. “Usagi?”

“I can’t stay here any longer,” the ghost whispered. “He’s coming, and I’d hate for him to find out there are living people here. I’ll be seeing you, Lina.”

“Who’s coming?” She was met by dead silence. “Usagi?”


“Don’t you dare try to warn them away.”

“Don’t go near them.”

“You’ve warned away every human that has come here in the past. I want something to toy with again.”

“Like you did that poor scholar? No way. I’m not going to let you. Besides, it was so hard to make myself material enough to cut him down.”

The third entity nodded silently, and Usagi patted him softly as best she could. He had hardly spoken a word when he was alive; he was too silent now, even for a ghost. He and his group of fellow scholars had thought they were prepared to enter this cursed house. She supposed it was only sheer luck that only one of them had died here.

“I’m going to have some fun with our guests whether you like it or not, Usagi. It’s up to you, though, which ones I play with.”

“I won’t let you do this.”

“They’re just after the treasure anyway. Doesn’t that make them worthy of punishment?”

With that, the evil one faded away. She paced back and forth across the bedroom floor, her transparent feet never really touching. “We can’t let him do this, you know,” she said to her companion. He nodded back at her. Even to her, a fellow ghost, he was barely visible; he had exhausted a great deal of what little energy he had trying to scare off Lina’s friends downstairs. “We have to stop him. It’s obvious Lina and her friends won’t leave, at least not tonight.” Her frown deepened, and her speed increased. “We’ll just have to keep an eye on them.”

He looked up at her, apparently worried, and held up two fingers.

“What? Oh. Well, there are four of them, so maybe they’ll break off into two groups. That way, we’ll be able to -”

She froze and ceased speaking as her latest lap brought her up to the window. Her companion slid up closer to her and glanced over her shoulder. He tapped her shoulder urgently and held up five fingers.

“I know, I know. Five of them, two of us. We have trouble.”


“Glad you finally decided to show up, Silphiel,” Lina dryly commented as the young shrine maiden stepped inside the house. A long-forgotten stick of metal tossed itself at her idly before Gourry batted it away.

“Lina-san,” the dark-haired woman stated warmly, “it’s so good to see you again.”

She nodded. “Well, I’m going on to bed, you guys. I’ll see you in the morning.”

Amelia waited until the redheaded sorceress was out of the room and most of the way up the stairs before she turned to the others and asked, “Does it seem like Lina-san’s acting strange to anyone but me?”


Lina sighed and stretched and collapsed on the bed – then coughed at the wave of dust that action had produced. From across the room, she heard a faint giggle. “Usagi? Is that you?”

“Hai, Lina, it’s me.” She paused, whispering as though she were conversing with someone else. “It’s us.”

“Us?” There was more than one spirit here?

“Well, yeah. I don’t know my friend’s name, but he was a scholar in life.”

“So there are two ghosts in this house?”

“I . . . guess you could say that.” Usagi sounded evasive.

“Explain, Usagi.”

The ghost chuckled. “There are two ghosts here: myself and my friend here. He was the one who was throwing things at your friends, you see. Then there’s the spirit of the house.”

“So there is a spirit here?”

Usagi sighed. “Yes, a very evil one. He drove my friend here to kill himself. I don’t even remember a time when he wasn’t here to torment me. He’s tried his utmost to kill everyone who has ever entered this house, and since this time of the year is peak for him and me, he usually succeeds in driving them mad.” She paused for no reason Lina could detect. “Okay, you go do that. I’ll be here.”

Lina faintly saw a breeze moving the hair ribbons that hung from the guardrails to the steps. “Where’s he going?”

“To keep an eye on your friends.” Alarm shot through Lina, and she bolted upright. “Don’t worry. He won’t hurt them or anything. He only threw things at them to try to scare them away, but since that didn’t work, he’ll protect them now. He’s freer to move about the house than I am anyway.”

“How so?”

“Well, our tormenter has made a game of this. I’m safe from him, so long as I stay on the top two levels of the house.”

“But, Usagi, you’re a ghost. He can’t hurt you.”

“That’s not entirely true. A human can’t hurt a ghost, true enough, but ghosts and spirits are made out of the same material and we’re real enough to each other, unless we use up a lot of our energy. I’ve been at his mercies before. I have no wish to be there again. You’re the only one on the upper levels, so I’ll stay with you. Besides,” she could almost sense the ghost winking at her, “you’ll talk to me.”

That was a cue if she’d ever heard one. “So what do you want to talk about?”

“I . . . want to know what the world is like outside the house. I barely remember what my own world was like; I want to know all about this new one.”

And she’d been hoping to find out about the World Before too. Damn, Lina sourly thought to herself. With an internal shrug, she started talking. She never even noticed herself getting sleepy until she heard faint shifting sounds. “What are you doing, Usagi?” she asked.

“I thought you might like a nightgown, unless you want to sleep in your clothes.”

She glanced down at herself. “I never even thought about that.”

“Well, for one who has weathered the things you have, sleeping in your clothes is probably a very trivial thing.” A pair of blue pajamas floated up out of a drawer and over to the bed.

“You know, Usagi, that’s really kind of unnerving. Is there any way you can make yourself, you know, visible?”

“I would, Lina, but it takes a lot of effort just grasping things. Ghosts are not made for moving things about, you know. It takes a lot of energy, and we ghosts have only so much to spare.”

“Then why do you keep using yours to help me out?”

“From what I can remember, I’ve always been this way. I like to help people, especially friends. And since you’re the first person in over a thousand years who has wanted to talk to me, I think you’re a friend, don’t you?” She didn’t even give Lina a chance to answer before she continued. “Okay. Stand up, Lina. Pajamas, bed. You look exhausted. It must have been quite a long journey here from wherever you came from.”

“You always seem to be trying to get my clothes off me,” she idly complained. Usagi burst out laughing. “What’s so funny?”

“Nothing, nothing, just the idea of me trying to get someone’s clothes off them. I don’t even remember how clothes work or what the real purpose of them was.”

As soon as Lina set her cape on the bed, it was picked up and swished around an invisible body. As it settled down, a faint outline of a human-like form took shape. Damn, Lina thought again, even dead women have better bodies than me. “I don’t think it’s your color, Usagi.”

“You think?” As if on its own the cape twisted back and forth before the larger mirror that stood on its own beside the bed. “Yeah, you may be right, Lina. But it would be nice to be able to feel cloth again.” She sighed, taking the cape off and folding it neatly, placing it on the desk seat, as she continued to do for every item Lina took off. “You know, Lina, sometimes I almost think I remember how things smelled, how food tasted, but then it fades, and all I can remember is this dark death.” Abruptly she changed the subject. “You and your friends should leave here tomorrow, Lina. It won’t be safe after then.”

She pulled on the pajamas and slipped into the bed. “Why not?”

“He’ll be stronger tomorrow, strong enough to physically hurt someone. He gets stronger every year at this time. Sometimes I worry that he’s going to become strong enough to break through the barrier.”

“Barrier? What barrier?”

“Between death and life, of course. He wants to be alive again.” She chuckled mirthlessly. “All ghosts do.”

“I can imagine. Why would he be stronger?”

“Because the day after tomorrow marks the day he and I began our struggle. Both of our powers will be at their peak for the next three days after then.”

“Why, Usagi?”

“Because the day after tomorrow will mark the anniversary of him putting a knife through my chest. My father retaliated and almost killed him though. We both lingered on the edge of death for three days. After the first night, strange earthquakes started, and I vaguely remember hearing people talking about great beasts fighting in the skies far away. And on the third day, I woke up and dragged myself all the way to the door of this house, with that bastard right on my heels, when a weird blast of radiant light cut through us.” She chuckled again. “And we both died. If we’d gotten to the house, we would have been safe, I think.”

Great beasts fighting in the skies . . . That would have to be Ceiphied and Ruby-Eye. Gods . . . Then that means she died right as their battle finished. “Usagi. . .”

“But I think you need sleep more than you need to hear my tale of woe, so good night, Lina.”

The minute Usagi extinguished the light, she could feel her eyes drooping shut. Within moments, she was asleep.

The ghost of a long-dead young woman stared down at the person in her bed, wishing she could hate her for being there, for invading her house, her routine, for being here at a time when he was at his worst, when she’d have to keep her in her sight. But she couldn’t. She smiled to herself. Yes. This she remembered. This was what it was like to have a friend. She balanced her less-than-material body just right and lay down beside Lina on the bed. And, because ghosts had no need for sleep, she watched her all night.


It was confirmable. He was bored. Why did he have to end up with this guy to watch? Because all the others went outside, except him, this woman, and the woman upstairs with Usagi, he answered his own question.

He could just imagine it now. This guy (the woman cooking had called him “Gourry”) was going to choke on a bone or something, die, and end up haunting this place too. Then he would be pestering him and Usagi with these pointless questions instead of this poor Silphiel woman. “What do you think Lina’s up to up there anyway?”

Finally something somewhat intelligent out of his mouth. Simply miraculous.

He could almost feel sorry for this Lina person. She had to be the woman with Usagi – and the only unattached member of their group. This Gourry and this Silphiel were a couple, and those Zelgadiss and Amelia people were another, but Lina was the apparent leader of the group and alone.

“I guess she’s already asleep, Gourry-sama. She wouldn’t be missing dinner otherwise.”

Well, maybe she’ll stay upstairs where Usagi can watch her, and the other two will stay outside out of all our reaches, and I’ll just have to stick on the idiot for the rest of the night. Oh gods, it’s going to be a long night. . .


The faint light of early dawn woke her up. She stretched just slightly, and her hand passed through something cold as ice, as cold as. . .

“Ohayoo gozaimasu, Lina,” Usagi greeted. She was apparently right beside her, laying on the bed too. “Did you sleep well?”

“Yeah, better than I have in a while. Thank you. You were here all night?”

The bedclothes moved faintly as if the ghost had shrugged. “Ghosts don’t need sleep.”

“You know, I can almost see you today, Usagi.” The extra pillow on the bed hit her in the face. “Hey! What was that for?”

“For the sake of I wanted to. You and your friends should start getting out of here.”

“We’re not leaving yet.”

Usagi sighed. The bed shifted as she got up; when she spoke again, her voice was no longer so close. “Not until you get this house’s treasure, right?”

“That’s why we came here, but how did you know?”

“I have my ways. Everyone who has ever come to this house was ultimately after the treasure. Scholars, sorcerers, mercenaries, bandits; every one of them was after it, and none of them ever got it. I died to keep it safe, and I’ll keep on protecting it until I have no energy left to do so.”

“So the treasure is yours?” Lina whispered; Usagi didn’t answer. “You keep on mentioning this energy, about how ghosts only have so much of it. What is it? And what happens when you run out of it?”

“Energy is all that is left of our mortal bodies. It’s what gives us what little form and powers we have as spirits, but when we use it all up, we cease to exist and we – Lina! Look out!”

The light from the window behind her died, and the entire room was suddenly plunged into total darkness. She looked behind her slowly. A huge dark shape blocked the window, bleak, dark, and opaque. It raised a hand, claw-tipped fingers aimed at her heart, and plunged it down. A cold, cold arm wrapped around her waist and pulled her backwards, off the bed. Before she even realized what she was doing, she lifted both hands before her and called out, “Elmekia Lance!” The white light cut through the darkness, and it screamed in pain before vanishing through the floor.

A familiar voice chuckled. “I wasn’t expecting you to be a sorceress, Lina. Maybe you don’t need my help after all.” She slowly released Lina’s waist and let her settle to the floor.

She reached up and wrapped her fingers around the faint image of the blonde ghost, pulling her back down to the floor beside her. “You knew it was coming. You saved my life.” Usagi shrugged. “Tell me the whole truth now, Usagi. What is that thing? What does it want?”

Usagi tried to pull her arm back, but she wouldn’t release it. Wearily she answered, “It was human once. I know. It – he was my ex-boyfriend. He got upset when I dumped him for someone else, someone who was nicer to me and who treated me a thousand times better, and he killed me. For the first thousand years or so, he was content to just torment me, then other people started showing up, and he came to see it as a challenge, a way to break me by breaking others. So, you asked what he wants. He wants to either kill you or torture you until you kill yourself, got it?”

“So you, a ghost, are protecting me? And your companion is protecting my friends? Why?”

“‘Why’?” the spirit shrieked back. Her form hovered a little closer to material in her anger, and the room’s temperature dropped a few degrees. “Do you have any idea what it’s like to be dead? It’s horrible: cold, lonely, and boring! I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy, let alone a friend! And like it or not, I consider you my friend now, Lina, and we’ll find a way to drive you out of this house before tonight!”


The redhead, Lina, was downstairs, and Usagi was nowhere to be found. Even that unique energy pattern she wore like a badge was gone. The whole house was a little colder, even to his almost nonexistent senses. Their opponent, demon that he was, was almost sulking, probably because of Usagi’s disappearance.

“It’s no fun playing with them when Usagi doesn’t get all flustered and protective,” it complained as it floated above Gourry and Silphiel on the sofa.

He shrugged. She’s upset about something. It didn’t try something on Lina or her upstairs, did it? He glanced toward the kitchen, where the redhead was gobbling down food.

“Don’t you be getting ideas about protecting them, scholar, especially that one. They’re mine to play with.” It rubbed the soft of its shoulder. “Besides, she’s a sorceress; she doesn’t need the help of a spirit.”

“We have to get them out of the house,” Usagi’s voice floated down from the top of the stairs.

“What?” the demon demanded.

“This is still my house, and I want them out of it now!” He gestured frantically; somehow she saw it. “Yes, we need to boot them out, scholar. Literally, if needs be.”

“What do you mean? Why?”

“They’re different from the others. They’re dangerous, more dangerous than anyone who has ever come here.”

The demon smiled, or its approximate thereof. “All the more reason to keep them here. That very strength will make breaking them will be a challenge.”

“I won’t forgive you for this, you bastard.”

Those two are impossible, he admitted, shaking his head. That same movement brought something interesting to his eyes. Masaka. . .

The demon cackled, hopping down from his perch. “Your chosen one is brave, Usagi.”

“Leave Lina out of this,” she ordered.

“Lina? So it’s just the woman you’re worried about? Then I’ll be extra sure to keep an eye on her.”

“I mean it: leave her alone.”

The redhead marched right past them all, coming so close to the demon that the cape she wore brushed along it, briefly showing its sharp features to the other humans. “Come on, guys,” she stated. “We’re leaving.”

“B-but,” Gourry began. Lina silenced him with one severe look. The others merely shrugged and followed her out of the house.

Usagi sighed in relief, stood, and went back up to the window in her bedroom to watch them leave. And try to pretend that the house didn’t seem a bit lonelier.


“Okay, Lina, what’s the deal?” Zelgadiss demanded. “You would never give up on the treasure that easily.”

“I haven’t given up on it at all, but we’re going to need some more help.”

“Who do you have in mind?”

“I think we could really use Filia.”

“Filia-san?” Amelia repeated.

“And then we’re going back tomorrow.”

“Lina-san,” Silphiel began, her voice rather hesitant, “what’s wrong with you? You’ve been acting strangely ever since we got here.”

She looked at them, the two sets of couples, and pasted a grin on her face that she did not feel. “I’m fine, guys. Really, I am. There’s no sense wasting time now. Let’s go.”

They’d never understand, she thought to herself. Zel might have, once, but not now, not anymore. Against her will, she found herself stopping and turning around to face the house. But I bet Usagi would understand. . . Understand what it means to be alone.


“Oh, Megami-sama,” Usagi complained, “was the house always so empty?” He shrugged his answer, and she went right back to moping. She’d been doing that since the humans left the day before. He tapped her shoulder gently, and she glanced back over at him; once he had her attention, he pointed at the object on the wall she had once called a clock. “You’re right, my friend; it’s almost that time again.” He sent her a very obviously concerned look. “I’m all right. I’m dead, after all, so it doesn’t really -”

The door downstairs burst open, and loud, startlingly familiar voices drifted up to them. ” -took you long enough to get here, Filia!”

“I’m sorry, Lina-san, but. . .”

But Usagi clearly wasn’t listening to the golden-haired woman below. She stood up and walked right up to the top of the stairs, the closest he’d ever seen her come to going downstairs in all the time he’d been with her, and whispered somewhere between happily and angrily, “She came back. She came back.” She sighed, her face settling into a blank expression. “Why did she have to come back now?”

“Usagi,” the demon whispered in her ear, “it seems your champion has returned to you.”

“Don’t hurt her.” She turned and stared up into his cold, ruthless blue eyes. “I’m begging. Please. I haven’t begged for anything in the whole time we’ve been imprisoned here, but I’m begging now. Please don’t hurt her.”

“As tempting as it is, especially hearing you beg me for something, now I can’t leave her alone.”

“Why?” she demanded, her voice rising and the whole house’s temperature dropping.

“Because, since that little sorceress came here, you haven’t mentioned Haruka once. Not once. And while I am not abject to a break from hearing about the woman you left me for, it certainly seems. . . curious.”

“Lina’s my friend, nothing else.”

“You said that about Haruka once too, remember? It doesn’t exactly reassure me.”

“At the time, that was all we were. Please don’t hurt Lina.”

It smiled grimly. “Of course I will.” It flitted up through the ceiling toward her attic bedroom.

“What’re we gonna do?” Usagi thought aloud. “We couldn’t run them out when we had days to do it; there’s no way we could get it done in fifteen minutes now.”

“Absolutely not a chance,” Lina answered. Usagi whirled to see Lina leaning against the wall. “We’re not leaving again this time.”

“Demo. . . Lina. . .,” Usagi nervously began, glancing over her shoulder.

“No ‘buts,’ Usagi.” She caught Usagi’s arm and turned her back to face her. “I’m going to find a way to save you.”

Usagi smiled sadly, touching Lina’s face very hesitantly; the sorceress visibly had to fight down a shiver from the cold touch. “I’m dead, Lina-chan. I’ve been dead longer than your world has existed. There is no reason for you to try to save me.” She bit her lip in frustration. “If you want the treasure that badly, I’ll -”

“This isn’t about the treasure, all right?” Lina all but screamed. “For once in my life, it’s about something other than fame or gold. I just -” She broke off for a moment, apparently losing some of her steam. When she spoke again, her voice was quieter. “I just want to help you, Usagi.”

“You want to help? Then get out of here while you still can.”

“No.”

Usagi looked up at the clock then back at Lina. “It’s too late anyway.” Downstairs, the door leading outside slammed shut and locked itself. The ghost cast desperate eyes on the human and whispered almost too softly to be heard, “Just please don’t go upstairs, Lina-chan.”

“Why -”

Lina didn’t get to finish her question before an unseen force yanked Usagi from her grasp and pulled her up though the ceiling.

“What was that, Lina-san?” the golden-haired woman asked, slowly coming up the stairs. “Was that your ghost?”

“So you could see Usagi?”

“Just barely, just the faintest image of her. I could see her talking, but I couldn’t hear her, just a buzzing in my head.”

“She’s sad,” Val put in. Lina glanced down at the small ancient dragon. Reborn after the Dark Star incident two years ago, the boy that had once been among their worst enemies, Valgaav, looked perhaps four or five, though he seemed far more intelligent than his age gave him reason to be. “She was sad because she’s dead, but now she’s even sadder that you came back, Lina-san.”

“That I came back?”

“Because now you’ll be in danger.”

Even he couldn’t help staring down at the boy in awe. He’d read Usagi perfectly in a matter of seconds.

A scream echoed through the house, and he started, so caught up was he in the boy’s insightful thoughts. Damn, Usagi still screams loud enough to wake the dead, even after going through this every year in all this time.

“Usagi!” Lina called, rushing towards the stairs at the end of the hall. He tried to stop her, but his hand passed right through her.

Just as Lina reached the steps and was about to start up them, a small explosion was heard in the room above her; it sounded very similar to one of Jilas’s guns.

If she’d gone up the stairs any faster, she would have flown. On the floor, each lying in one of the bloodstains, seemingly unconscious, were Usagi and the dark-haired man from the picture. They look so solid, so real, that they almost looked completely human again.

The man climbed to his feet first, his already dark shirt stained darker with blood that did not flow, and turned to face her. His blue eyes were like ice, as cold as a Mazoku’s eyes. “So, you’re Usagi’s new companion.” His voice was colder than his eyes. Moving quicker than any mortal could, he darted forward and caught her chin in an iron grip; unlike the rest of him, his hand was warm. “I’ll be seeing you around.” He planted a quick wet kiss on her lips and then completely vanished from sight, and before she could fire another Elmekia Lance at him too.

Grimacing and wiping her mouth fervently, she moved over to check on Usagi. As she knelt beside her, the small blonde stirred and sat up in a daze. “Lina-chan?” she asked.

At the top of the stairs, Filia gasped, touching her own ears lightly. This time, she’d been able to hear her.

“Usagi?” Lina reached out and brushed her fingers against the blonde’s face; Usagi smiled and leaned into the touch. Her skin was warm now. “Are you alive now?”

“Iie, I’m just less dead now than before. For the next three days, the demon and I will both be like this, and all three of those days will be pure hell on hearth. Hey!” she called over to Filia. “Hold onto something, okay?”

“What. . .” Around them, the entire house began to shake. It lasted only around five minutes though. A bit shaken, Filia climbed to her feet and asked, “What was that?”

“The first of many earthquakes you’ll experience over the next three days, and it was the smallest and shortest of them all. You see, this is the curse of a ghost’s existence, having to relive their death on its anniversary every year.” She glanced out the window. “You won’t be able to see the great beasts fighting in the sky, but this is exactly what happened when I died.”

“Great beasts?” Filia repeated.

“Ceiphied and Ruby-Eye Shabranigdu,” answered Lina.

“You’ve been a ghost that long, Usagi-san?”

“Umm. . . hai, though I’m not entirely certain who they are. All the sorcerers and scholars who came here knew them though. Lina-chan, who are they?”

“A long story.”

“Why don’t we explain it to you and you tell us about your world? We can go downstairs where it’s -”

“Iie!” Usagi shrieked, scooting backwards across the floor.

“She can’t go below the second floor,” continued Lina. “I’ll meet you downstairs in a little bit, all right, Filia?” Nodding, the golden dragon left the room. “Are you okay, Usagi?”

“Hai, hai, Lina-chan. I’m dead, after -”

“Will you quit saying that?!?” Lina yelled. Usagi retreated a little further, understandably concerned in the face of an angry Lina Inverse. “I hate the self-sacrificing heroine type!”

“Gomen nasai, Lina-chan.”

She slid across the floor to the other girl. “Usagi?”

“Leave me alone.” She scooted a little closer, and Usagi jerked away from her, apparently pouting. “I mean it! Leave me alone!”

“You know I’m not going to.”

“Why not?” As odd as it seemed, the ghost appeared to be pouting.

“Maybe because you’re my friend too.” It was amazing how those few words automatically brought a smile to Usagi’s face. Cautiously she cupped her hand against the blonde’s cheek; again she leaned into the touch. “And maybe because I like you a lot?” she even more cautiously added.

“I really like you too, Lina.” She smiled, really smiled this time, and it could have lit up the room.


Lina again glanced at the blonde-haired girl patiently sitting at the top of the stairs, as if to make sure the version of what of Usagi’s story she knew and was telling was all right by the ghost, who merely smiled back. Finally the sorceress broke off with the (rather dangerous) declaration, “Saa, I’m hungry!”

“I think I am too,” came from the top of the stairs. It was immediately followed by a familiar growling noise.

“I’d say you are,” Silphiel laughed. “I’ll make something and bring it up to you.”

She bowed. “Doomo arigatoo, Silphiel-san.” The archaic gesture seemed automatic, but it was something they had rarely seen. “I’ll be waiting right here.”

“Your ghost is a very nice person,” Silphiel stated as Lina hungrily watched her cook a few minutes later. Large red eyes turned to watch Silphiel’s face.

“You think so?” Lina asked softly.

“I do.”

The redhead smiled faintly. “So do I.”

“I feel sorry for her, stuck in this house for so long, especially with that horrible demon. And -” She broke off and smiled again. “It seems the two of you are becoming rather close friends, Lina-san.”

“You think?”

Silphiel smiled. “Yes, I do.” Suddenly she frowned. “I wish there was a way to take her out of here, before she is destroyed by that demon.”

“What? Destroyed?”

“We were talking about it earlier,” Filia broke in. “I heard once of a demon spirit that was able to become a full Mazoku by absorbing ghosts and evil humans.”

“It sounds like that’s what the spirit is trying to do here,” finished Silphiel.

“Is it ready yet, Silphiel-san?” Usagi called down.

“It will be in a moment!” the black-haired priestess returned. She glanced over at the petite sorceress beside her. “Lina-san…”

“I’m not going to let him hurt her again.”

Silphiel glanced back at her sharply. “You like her this much?”

“Spirits like this are tricky creatures that are nearly impossible to destroy. You could be…”

“Right now, I really don’t care. I’ll be upstairs with Usagi if you need me for anything.”


“Picnic!” Usagi happily declared when Lina came up the stairs into her room. She’d spread the blanket from off her bed on the floor, so that it covered the bloodstains. Lina just had to stop at the top of the stairs and stare at the blonde for several long minutes.

She seemed so totally… normal right now. So happy and so very innocent. But how could that be, in a person who had been dead over five thousand years, who didn’t even really remember her own life? She had to wonder, had Usagi been like this in life too?

“Lina? Are you okay?”

She grinned. “Of course I am, Usagi.” She placed the food on the blanket. “Silphiel made us quite a feast!”

“Great! I’m starving!” With a speed that surprised even Lina, she started grabbing at food and shoving it in her mouth. She had to smile; somehow she’d known Usagi would eat like this – and manage to look cute while doing it.

But while she was admiring Usagi, the blonde was eating all their food. She had to rush to keep up, even though one of Silphiel’s meals was not normally something to be rushed through.

Without warning, the earth (or the house) began to shake violently. Totally unprepared, Lina pitched forward. She was completely unsurprised when Usagi broke her fall with her own body – and for the feelings that girl’s body pressed so tightly against hers produced.

“Daijoubu?” Usagi’s voice whispered into her ear, her breath tickling the sensitive skin.

She raised her body a bit, so that they were face to face, noses practically touching. From this close, there was no disputing the beauty and the hard-kept innocence in her friend’s eyes. “Hai,” she breathed.

Faintly she felt Usagi’s arms slip around her waist beneath her cape. “That’s good,” she answered softly. She could see a ghost of a smile building on Usagi’s face before she pulled Lina’s body down, their lips pressing together. It couldn’t even really be called a kiss, but when it broke, Lina could feel heat flooding her face. Usagi, on the other hand, only looked embarrassed. “Gomen ne, Lina,” she whispered.

“For what?”

Big, blue eyes blinked in apparent disbelief. “You… didn’t… you don’t mind?”

“Why should I mind?” She lightly brushed their lips together again. “I never said I didn’t like it, did I?”

She smiled, and Lina felt herself responding in kind. “That’s good to know. Well then, I guess I’d better get it right this time then.”

Lina’s eyes slipped shut as Usagi really kissed her this time. She was aware of the other girl’s hands skimming up her body and unhooking her cape, tossing it to the edge of the blanket, then moving slowly back down to the small of her back. Despite the layer of cloth between their skins, the warmth she could feel from Usagi sent delightful tingles along every nerve in her body.

Below her, Usagi shivered, never breaking the kiss though. Maybe this is affecting her as much as it is me, Lina thought to herself for a split second –

– then Usagi vanished. And Lina found herself dropping a few inches and her nose colliding with an old blanket and the hard wood floor beneath it..

“Damn it…” she muttered to herself.


“Damn it!” Usagi screamed her frustration. Of all the times for her energy to run low… why did it have to be right then? She screamed her indignation to anyone who could hear it.

“Difficulties?” the demon who had once been her boyfriend purred.

“Leave me alone!” she returned harshly.

“Tell me: is this more difficult than it was with Haruka?”

For a moment, she paused, trying to puzzle out what he meant. She was still having difficulties remembering the past. Then it came to her. “Yes, much more.” She smiled faintly at the returning memories. “After all, I’d known Ruka-chan for years and we were both Sailor Senshi?”

“Would you like it if the two of you were together forever?”

Suspicion ran through her like a bullet. “What are you saying?”

It shrugged. “Nothing important. Do you think you and the redhead have a chance in Hades?”

She sat down on the floor, apparently putting some serious thought into this. “I… don’t know. She’s this powerful, charismatic…”

“Completely mortal sorceress.”

“And I’m…”

“A incorporeal, house-locked corpse.”

She scowled. “You needn’t put it quite that way. I’ll find a way to make it work somehow. Does that answer your question?”

It shook its head resignedly, making rather obvious tsk-ing noises, a habit he’d picked up in America. “Yet another tragic love affair for you, ne?”

“Oh shut up.”

He stood and stepped away from her. “Maybe I’ll arrange it so that you two can be together the only way possible now: in death.” It vanished.

“Matte!” she called, even reaching out a hand after it. “Please… don’t hurt Lina!”


Bored again, he complained in his own mind. All they’ve done in the last hour is work on that journal. He glanced over Silphiel’s shoulder. Looks cute enough to belong to Usagi.

He glanced up and found himself eye-to-eye with the blonde woman. He moved, her eyes followed him. There was no doubt she could, if not actually see him, then at least sense his presence.

A moment of staring later, the redhead came downstairs without her cape and with a red, somewhat squished-looking nose. “Hi, guys.” It sounded almost like a complaint.

That seemed odd. While she may not have been the most chipper the other morning, the sorceress was acting like Usagi when she woke up. Looking at her again as she sat down between Silphiel and Zelgadiss, he gasped, almost aloud. A faint silver sparkle surrounded her, one that he’d only seen on other place before. Usagi… He glanced around desperately, but no one seemed to notice it except him… and the kid. That same kid that had seen into and right through Usagi before.

They didn’t…

“They did,” the demon stated. Based on the fact no one looked up when he came in the room, except the kid again, he assumed it was invisible. “Come with me. There’s something I think you should know.”

He nodded and followed the dark-haired demon into the living room. It was silent for a long moment. Finally, impatient, he gestured wildly. Well, what do you want?!?

“I know how you feel about Usagi, scholar. It’s no big secret; you do a very poor job of hiding it. You know she doesn’t love you back, don’t you?” He nodded. “She’s fallen for that sorceress, that human.”

She loves Lina? raced his mind. But they’re both girls…

“The Haruka she left me for all those years ago was a girl too. That seems to be her preference.” He looked smug. “So, you see, you never stood a chance. Neither of us did.”

He shrugged, trying for nonchalant. And your point is?

“The reason Usagi’s aura is on the redhead is because she kissed her,” the demon stated. Alarm shot through him. “A good bit of her energy is in her.”

Is she crazy? he thought to himself. She knows the risks. Why would she risk herself like that? I should go check up on her, make sure she’s okay and all.

He was so consumed in his thoughts that he didn’t even notice the demon approaching him.

But someone else did.


Usagi grimaced as she tried again to balance herself on her bed – and again fell through it. “Damn it,” she repeated yet again, pulling herself back up to her feet. “This is just not working right.”

The faint sound of flying footsteps was her only clue of approaching company before the door was flung open and a small boy raced up the last set of stairs into her room. “Usagi-san!”

“I’m right here,” she answered, extricating herself from the bed and instead sitting on the floor before him. The worry in his large amber eyes filled her with an unexpected dread. “What’s wrong?”

He shook his head. “There isn’t any time! You’ve got to come with me!” He reached out and unerringly grabbed her hand – and she felt herself solidify again.

How can such a small child have so much energy within him? she thought to herself.

Then she pushed thought aside, jumped to her feet, never releasing his hand, and stated, “Lead the way.”

As they descended to the second level of the house, the boy began to explain, speaking very quickly. “The demon, it ate up your friend, and now he’s gone.”

“No!” She put on an extra burst of speed and moved ahead as they reached the second floor landing. She hesitated there for a brief second then rushed on.

Six steps from the bottom, it felt like she ran into a wall and bounced off, actually rolling back up the stairs with the force of it. “What the -”

“It looks like a seal made from Mazoku power.” She glanced up, and for a moment, the boy was replaced by a slightly older man with shoulder-length sea green-colored hair and… a horn? Not the time to ask, she decided.

“So, why can’t I get past?”

“It’s sealed against -”

“- the powers of the gods,” the demon finished. She sprang back to her feet as he appeared at the bottom of the stairs. “And it took me forever to build.”

“Build?” the boy and she repeated in one voice.

“Did you really think I let all those intruders get away? They were sacrificed one by one to build this shield for this moment, when I could finally break your power.”

Would you like it if the two of you were together forever? … Maybe I’ll arrange it so that you two can be together the only way possible now: in death.

“Lina!”


A man appeared before Ruka-chan and me today, a strange man with purple hair, claiming to be a monk or a priest. He warned us of a new enemy approaching. Ruby-Eye Shabranigdu was its name. The priest said it was sealed within a person on this planet, hiding itself until the time is right for it to emerge.

This sounds like our worst enemy yet, worse than even Chaos. If this priest, this Rezo, is right, this could be the end of our world.

What I can’t figure out is why Ruby-Eye would be interested in the Ginzuishou, if indeed it is. Ruka-chan thinks it isn’t the Ginzuishou it’s after at all; she thinks it wants me.

But why?

Why me?

What’s so special about me? All I’ve ever wanted to be is normal. Is that so much to ask of the gods? But… if I was normal, I would never have met Ruka-chan or the other Senshi. These days I have to always balance the good against the bad in my life.

And my love is definitely part of the good. I suppose I’d better quit writing now; the light’s keeping Ruka-chan awake.


“So,” Amelia began, “how old would this make Rezo?”

“Surely he died and was reborn,” Zelgadiss argued.

“Who was Rezo again?” asked Gourry before Lina hit him.

“I bet Shabranigdu arranged to be reborn inside Rezo’s eyes to get revenge for warning them,” Silphiel whispered. “I could almost feel sorry for him now.” She paused. “Almost.”

“Anyway,” continued Filia,” there’s only one more entry. It may tell what happened.”

Lina bit her lip then whispered, “I hope so.”


It’s – It’s all gone to Hell. Everything.

Ruka-chan and I are the last Senshi left alive. Pluto gave her life to keep us alive, but…

I think this is only a temporarily pardon Shinigami-sama has granted us.

These Mazoku who serve Shabranigdu, they’re so powerful. A thousand times more powerful than any bakemono or youma we’ve ever face. Mistress Nine, Pharaoh 90, Galaxia, Metallia – nothing could have prepared us for this. They even killed Hotaru. The Senshi of Death, and she’s gone. I can’t believe she’s – they’re all dead.

How can these creatures be destroying us so quickly and easily?

We are were all trained fighters, all of us; even Ami… was. And now —–

That sound… That tight clenching in my chest…

Ruka-chan!



I’m finishing this entry. I don’t know why. It’s killing me to write these words.

I’m the only one left, the only one alive. They killed Ruka-chan.

And to make matters worse, Mamoru – yeah, the bastard who cheated on me – is back from America. To be honest, he’s been back in Japan for a few weeks…

And these Mazoku first started showing up a few weeks ago. Could… No way! Mamoru’s a bastard, but he’s not a Mazoku! Right? Right?!? He’s amoral, yes, of course, but he’d never sell out the human race, right?

I’m just further convincing myself of a connection. He’s involved somehow. How though?

Masaka…

Mamoru couldn’t be the human that Shabranigdu is seal in.

Could he?

Rezo said there was another human, this one with a being called Ceiphied locked within him. Rezo failed to say what Ceiphied is though. All he said was Ceiphied is Shabranigdu’s eternal enemy, its polar opposite.

So if Shabranigdu is a demon, then is Ceiphied a god?

So many “ifs” and not enough answers. I do know this: before Rei died, she said that the Ginzuishou was part of the puzzle. I know these Mazoku dislike even its presence.

So is the Ginzuishou related to the Ceiphied mystery? Yet another answered-less question.

What if Ruka-chan was right? What if they don’t want the Ginzuishou after all? What if all they want is me?

I remember, in the battle for Galaxia’s soul, when I gave myself over to the Ginzuishou to heal her, I felt something stir. I wasn’t sure if it was me or Galaxia, the Ginzuishou or Chaos, so I ignored it. But what if the Ginzuishou was trying to tell me something? Or warn me of something? And I ignored it like the baka I am. And now everyone is dead, and it’s all my fault.

I’m going against the Mazoku. I can’t let my Senshi be alone; I can’t let Ruka be alone. Please, if I die and anyone reads this later, find Ceiphied and use it to destroy Shabranigdu. That’s all I ask.

Destroy Ruby-Eye Shabranigdu for me for us.

For Ami, the genius who go us out of so many pinches. For Rei, who was always there for me when I needed her, like a best friend should be. For Mako-chan, who always protected me and stood up for me, right up to the end. For Minako, whose cheerful and silly demeanor masked the strong leader who kept us from falling apart.

For Setsuna, who gave her life for me and Ruka and who always stood in the shadows watching over us. For Hotaru, who never really had the chance to live. For Michiru, who only wanted to love Ruka and me.

For the woman who joined our fight for no reason other than we needed help but gave us no name, save Galaxia. For Seiya, Star Fighter, who stood by me, even when I chose Ruka instead. For Taiki, Star Maker, who died for Ami. For Yaten, Star Healer, who fought so valiantly and died so bravely.

For Ruka, the woman I loved, who held me tenderly and helped me forget the past, who taught me how much I was worth, who loved me for and in spite of who I am.

And for me, baka Usagi, Sailormoon, Princess Serenity, age nineteen, and all alone.

And maybe Mamoru will help me in this fight...


“So who was Ceiphied?” Amelia blurted out. “And was that Mamoru guy really Shabranigdu?”

“Lina-san, didn’t you say -” Silphiel began.

“Mamoru was the one who killed Usagi,” the redhead finished, a very angry glower on her face. “And he is the spirit who keeps making everything hell for her. He could very well be Shabranigdu, even now.”

Filia’s eyes widened, and she glanced around wildly. “Where’s Val?”

“The other ghost isn’t here either,” Zel stated. A certain chill that always seemed to mark a ghost’s presence was missing. All in all, the entire house was too quiet.

As if on cue, a room away, a deep voice spoke. “The powers of the gods. And it took me forever to build.” It was silent for a second, as if listening to a brief response then continued. “Did you really think I let all those intruders get away? They were sacrificed one by one to build this shield for this moment, when I could finally break your power.”

“Lina!” another voice screamed, one that was somewhat more familiar to them.

“Usagi!” The sorceress bolted out of her chair and ran out of the kitchen.


Usagi’s heart sank as Lina appeared out of the kitchen. She didn’t have long to dwell on it though. Around her, she could see and feel the texture of the house changing. The walls on either side of her vanished, and the barrier before her was visibly strengthened; she could see it. It cast its own perceptions on the floor below; while she could still see Lina, the colors were muted and paled; her hair seemed almost pink, along with the outfit she knew to be red.

The golden-haired woman from earlier, Filia, burst out after Lina – and skidded to a quick stop before she ran into her. “Val?” she called.

“I’m right here,” the boy behind her answered calmly.

“So your name’s Val, eh?” she asked without turning, a small smile on her face.

“So the gods dare send two of their own into this place?” the demon asked, breaking the tableau. “With the power I’d gain from sacrificing of two dragons, I could completely destroy Ceiphied at last.”

“A lot has changed since you’ve been imprisoned here, Ruby-Eye Shabranigdu.” Lina sounded angry, and that sounded dangerous.

“Am I supposed to be afraid of you, little human? The world hasn’t changed that much.”

Any other time it might have been at least amusing to see Lina bristling up in anger like that. That one must have hit her pride hard, to make her react like this. “You bastard! Elmekia Flame!”

The demon vanished before it could hit, and the white light kept going until it hit the barrier.


The Elmekia Flame hit an invisible wall and seemingly was absorbed by it. For a split second when it hit, she could see Usagi and Val on the other side, then the vision disappeared again, and she let out the vilest stream of curses she could think of.

Filia, though, cut her off by asking, “Where are the others?”

“They were of no use to me,” the creature spoke up, now by the door leading outside, “so I created another barrier to seal humans.” It smiled wickedly. “I’ll let them out later to hunt down and kill, of course.”

“Of course,” Lina echoed.

“The only reason you’re out here, human,” it sneered, “is because your death will hurt her a great deal. I’ve waited so long for her to fall in love with another human. Haruka died before I could awaken, but I think you’ll do just splendidly, Lina Inverse.”

At the top of the stairs, the barrier shuttered just slightly. “What the–?” she whispered, mostly to herself.

“They can see you down here, even if you cannot see them. They can hear you too…”

“Usagi?” she called out.

“… But you can’t hear their replies,” he finished, heedless of the glares he received. “Now, let me see: which dragon will be easiest to kill? The golden dragon or the ancient dragon?”

“Leave Val alone. He’s not a part of this,” Filia stated, somewhere between pleading and threatening.

“He’s a dragon, and dragons are subjects of Ceiphied. The only way for me to leave this place is to absorb Ceiphied, and I need the power that sacrificing dragons would give me to do that.” He smirked lightly. “It’s nothing personal, golden dragon, except that I want to kill your boss.”

He vanished.

“No!”


“Ceiphied again,” Usagi whispered, listening intently to the conversation going on below them. And then –

The demon vanished.

“No!” Filia screamed, and she felt all her senses go on alert.

“Val?” she called out softly, keeping her eyes on the barrier and her target beyond it.

“Hai, Usagi-san?”

What kind of a world was it out there that such a small child could sound so calm when his life was threatened? “We’re going through the barrier.”

That got his attention. “But it’s sealed against the powers of the gods,” he argued.

“Lina’s spell weakened it. I think – I know we can make it through now.” She paused. “If you trust me.”

She sensed, rather than saw, him come to stand behind her. “I don’t have much choice except to trust you, Usagi-san.”

She turned – and could only stare for a long, long moment. Dark feathered wings, too large for his small body, held her gaze. “Dark angel…”

“What’s an angel?” He didn’t dispute the “dark” part though.

“Never mind. Hold onto me.”

Inside her, for the first time in hundreds of thousands of years, she felt something stir again.


The barrier shuttered once more then began to stretch obscenely. With each inch outward it moved, the easier it was to see two figures on the opposite side of it.

Then with a loud popping noise, it broke, and Usagi and Val came tumbling down the stairs, the ghost protecting him with her suddenly very alive-looking body, stopping them after only falling a few steps.

“Damn it!” the creature screamed, reappearing. “Quit interfering!”

Electricity flew out its hand at the pair on the stairs, and again Usagi protected Val, pulling him up against her, even doing her best to hold his wings in. The light blue top she always wore burned away quickly under the intense heat.

“Usagi!” Lina felt slip from her lips. “Elmekia Flame!” It stumbled against the white light, but that was all. It was similarly affected by Filia’s holy magic.

Beyond the demon, she heard a strange sound, like giant wings unfurling. But Val’s wings are already out, and Filia doesn’t have wings in her human form, only a tail.

“Shit,” the demon stated briefly, falling back a step. And now she could see the source of the sound and the demon’s discomfort.

“That’s one way to put it,” Usagi answered. Only it wasn’t really Usagi, was it? Was Usagi supposed to have wings? Was she supposed to look so… so… much more perfect, beautiful, radiant than she usually did?

Filia answered her unspoken questions for her, dropping to one knee and reverently whispering, “Ceiphied-sama…”

And for a long, less-than-reverent moment, she stared at the winged woman in the flowing white and gold dress, who stood between Val and Ruby-Eye Shabranigdu, and all she could think was, So Usagi was Ceiphied? Of course! And when they were at the point of death, it freed Ceiphied and Ruby-Eye to begin their battle for real. But why are they both here now? And… why would Usagi – no! Ceiphied – be interested in… me? Then dark blue eyes met red ones, and the formerly golden haired being smiled, and it was the same smile she’d gotten used to seeing from Usagi already. So she was both then? Both Usagi and Ceiphied?

“Are you all right, Lina?” When she spoke this time, Lina could hear two voices: the echoing intense voice of Ceiphied and the light silvery one that belonged to Usagi.

“Don’t concern yourself with me,” she answered. “Worry about Ruby-Eye.”

I can’t cast a Dragon Slave against Ruby-Eye Shabranigdu; likewise using any spells invoking lower Mazoku’s powers would be pointless, Lina thought to herself. Even if we could get Zel or Amelia out here, a Ra Tilt wouldn’t work, especially if Filia’s Holy Magic didn’t. Ra Tilts didn’t work against a small piece of it anyway; what chance would that spell stand against the main body? We don’t even have the Hikari no Ken anymore. Damn it! All that leaves is Chaos Magic or sitting back and watching. “Hells, no,” she muttered aloud. But I have to them carefully or Usagi – Ceiphied, whoever it is now – will be hurt. L-sama! Just this once more: help me.

“Don’t you think it’s time we ended this?” Usagi/Ceiphied asked, casually casting a holy spell.

“Careful, you idiot!” the demon scolded. “Don’t you see what your little human is doing?”

Blue eyes flashed dark with anger. The winged figure moved forward quicker than anyone’s eyes could follow, and her hand cracked against his cheek as she yelled, “Leave Lina out of this!”

And in the instant that their skins touched, everything was flooded into darkness.


Usagi opened her eyes, closed them, and then opened them again. Everything was still an endless black nothingness, an unending sea of… darkness as far – or was it as close? – as the eye could see.

I’ve seen this place before, her mind whispered.

“Yes, you have, Usagi.”

“Who’s there?”

The faintest image of a reddish dragon appeared before her; it was small enough for her to hold in her cupped hands. “This place is part of the Sea of Chaos, Usagi. You know it because for the last five millennia, your house has been the replacement scenery for this.”

“Who are you?”

“Flare Dragon Ceiphied. In a way, I’m your guardian, as Ruby-Eye Shabranigdu is Mamoru’s. And the two of you have been our guardians.”

“Why?”

“Only the Dark Golden Lord, the Lord of Nightmares, knows that. All I know is we remained sealed in your bodies till you were on the point of death, then we were released to begin our war.”

“If you left, then why did we die?”

“We’re bonded together, Usagi, whether you like it or not. When Ruby-Eye and I first injured each other, it killed the two of you. I don’t even know how long we battled, several thousands of years at least, before we reached a… conclusion five thousand years ago.”

“A conclusion?”

“I split Ruby-Eye into seven parts, hiding the biggest and main part in the Sea of Chaos, before I split myself into four parts and followed Ruby-Eye into the Sea of Chaos. And so you and Mamoru were brought back while we recovered.”

“So you just bring us back whenever it’s convenient for you?”

“In a nutshell, yes.”

“So why am I here now, separate from you?”

She could have sworn the dragon looked nervous. “Because L-sama was summoned.”

“L-sama…? The Dark Golden Lord?” It nodded gravely. “But how? Why? By whom? Who would have the power and knowledge to summon her?”

“What do you know about L-sama?”

“We were bonded. I know what you know. So who, why, and how?”

“Your girlfriend did it,” a deep voice answered. She turned as best she could without a ground beneath her and found herself staring at her ex-boyfriend. In his hands, he held a red creature; it could only be Ruby-Eye Shabranigdu. In response, she clutched Ceiphied a bit closer to herself.

“What do you mean, Lina did this?”

“Not denying the girlfriend bit, eh, Usako?” She shot him a very cold and dirty look. “She called up the Lord of Nightmare’s, L-sama’s, power, and you touching me completed the spell.”

“Darkness and light aren’t ever supposed to meet,” the red creature stated.

“We came so close to finally defeating you, especially after Hellmaster Fibrizo’s god-sealing barrier weakened the Water Dragon Lord a thousand years ago,” Mamoru continued. “It gave me what I needed to convince you to stay upstairs while I started a barrier of my own.”

“I’m not interested in the history lesson at all right now, Mamoru. Where’s Lina? I swear, if you’ve hurt her…”

He laughed shortly. “In this place? Here, I couldn’t hurt her, no matter how much I want to. She’s going to be the one in control here, over all of us.”

“Good of you to notice,” a powerful version of Lina’s voice rang out, echoing just slightly.

“Lina?” Usagi called, looking around wildly for the voice’s owner.

“Here, Usagi.” The blonde woman turned in the direction the words came from and stared in blatant shock at the woman before her. Or, more specifically, at the golden aura surrounding her.

“Lina?” she whispered, nearly letting the small dragon fall from her fingers. “Is that really you, Lina?”

“That’s the Dark Golden Lord.”

“The Lord of Nightmares, you idiot lizard.”

“Then where’s Lina? Let her go! Please don’t take her!”

L-sama smiled. “I’m not going to try keeping her. I just need to borrow her body and voice. And she did call me, you know.” She turned her attention to the two small beings. “Because of the two of you, this world gives me more trouble than the other three put together.”

“Gomen ne, L-sama,” Ceiphied stated. It was the only one of the two that looked contrite as well.

“I want you to release your holds on these humans and let them go however they will. And try sticking to fighting your own battles from now on.”

“I would release my human, L-sama, but Ceiphied here bound it to me and me to it. Without me, it will die, and vice versa.”

Usagi could have sworn the dragon winked at her. “Just a precaution against that human hurting Usagi again.”

“I have no interest in living in that world anyway,” Mamoru stated plainly, “not when I’d be powerless after having had Ruby-Eye’s power for so long.”

“So then you will let Shabranigdu devour you?” He shrugged. “Your choice. Both of you should offer a boon to them as well for all the trouble you’ve caused them.”

“A boon?”

“A favor, a wish.”

“I can do that.” The dragon’s voice got quieter. “What do you want, Usagi? Name it, and it’s yours.”

“All I want is to spend the rest of my life with Lina as a mortal.”

A few feet away, Ruby-Eye finished a small spell to keep others from hearing the wish. “So what do you want, human?”

“That’s simple. I want Usagi and Lina’s time together to be very short.”

“How short? Less than ten years?”

“If even that much.”

“Considering the wording of her wish to Ceiphied, we can do it.”

“So both of your wishes are decided and Lina will be saving hers, so…”


“Lina?” a deep voice echoed on the edges of her senses, strange yet familiar at once. Fingers snapped before her face several times. “Lina?”

“Lina-san?”

That voice she recognized, and she correspondingly reacted in what seemed the most appropriate manner: “Fireball!”

And Amelia was two years out of practice dodging. Needless to say what the result was: one toasty and well-done Saillune princess.

“That was so mean, Lina-san!” Amelia complained, latching onto her significant other in a rather leech-like fashion. Gourry didn’t look too pleased to be between Amelia and Lina Inverse. “I was just trying to wake you up! There was no reason for you to just Fireball m-”

“Do you see Usagi?” Lina interrupted, whipping around wildly.

“You were the only one who came out of there, Lina-san,” Silphiel answered slowly, glancing back at Zelgadiss for confirmation.


Amelia stared at Lina as the redhead ate the local tavern out of every bite of food the poor owners possessed, and she pitied hers and Filia’s money pouches; they were going to be so empty after this…

“Excuse me?” She lifted her head to see their overworked waiter standing behind Gourry, looking down at a still-gobbling Lina. “Would you happen to be Lina Inverse by any chance?”

The fact that Lina willingly set her food down to study the man before her showed just how little attention she was paying to her meal. “Who wants to know?”

“Look, some shrine maiden told me to keep my eye out for a redheaded sorceress who was traveling with a large group. Said it was real important that she talk to you.”

“Was that you?” Lina asked Silphiel.

“No, I went straight out to the house.”

“She left the message earlier today.” He glanced behind him then back at Lina. “She’s at the bar now, if you want to see her.”

The sorceress shrugged, stood, and followed him to the bar. Sure enough, a young woman in a blue cape and a miko’s – a shrine maiden’s – clothes with waist-length blonde hair sat at the bar.

She stopped behind her and opened her mouth to speak when the shrine maiden beat her to it. “So is blue my color then, Lina?” Her eyes grew wide as the woman turned around, a sparkling pair of blue eyes raising to meet her own red ones. “Well?”

Lina just shook herself for a moment before breaking from her shock. “Usagi?”

The blonde smiled softly. “Lina… look.” She grabbed Lina’s hand in her own and rubbed her cheek against it for a moment. “I’m alive again,” she whispered so softly that only the other girl could hear it.

Lina let her fingers brush against Usagi’s cheek and allowed an almost timid smile to come to her cheek “How?”

Usagi shook her head. “It’s not important. Lina?”

“Hai?”

“Can I… can I spend the rest of my life with you?”

Lina stared at her for a moment, not trusting herself to speak. “You want the rest of your life with me?” she repeated, confused, a faint blush rising up to stain her cheeks.

Usagi nodded. “Hai. Only if you want me to…”

Lina smiled and put one arm around Usagi in a loose hug. “Of course I want you to. Demo, I don’t see why you would want to be with me…”

The blonde smiled and leaned against the other girl. “I was thinking something a lot like that myself, Lina, demo… ai shiteru.”


“So that’s the infamous Usagi?” Zelgadiss asked, sipping his tea, obviously not really expecting an answer.

“She’s cute,” Silphiel answered, cuddling up to his side.

“I’m glad Lina-san’s finally going to be happy,” Filia stated, “aren’t you, Val?”

“Hai,” he absently answered, a faint frown in his eyes. A dark cloud hung over the happily and obliviously kissing couple. He blinked sharply, and it vanished. He smiled and went back to eating.

Surely he’d just imagined it.

[section=Footer Notes]28 April 2001

^_~ So… did I end it evilly enough? Be sure to review it (if you’re at FanFiction.net) or, if you’re reading this at DarkMagick.net or anywhere else it may end up archived (though I seriously doubt it), e-mail me!!!

I am open to doing a sequel, but there has be sufficient interest.

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Bai-bai![endsection]