Wicked Ones – 02

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Word Count: 3,953
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“Whose execution do we seek, Chisolm?”

Emma Cullen was a firebrand, and that was for certain. She certainly wasn’t in any way responsive to the lightest conversational measures he was willing to try. Joshua could respect that in a lady. He certainly preferred that type to the shrinking wallflowers of the big cities. But for all that abruptness and barely hidden temper, there was too much grief, much of it very recent, for her to be of any appeal to him, even if he had any more of a leaning in that direction. Easier to move on along and try to coax some particulars out of Sam Chisolm.

“Bartholomew Bogue.”

Times like these, he figured that Chisolm had ice water running in his veins, to just toss out a dry comment like that like it didn’t even matter. It wasn’t the first time Chisolm had left him flat-footed before, but even he had to take a second to gather his thoughts up again.

“Bart Bogue? The robber baron?” he asked incredulous… before his mind took to considering all the possibilities. “Means there’s gold in the equation, but gold don’t do you much good when you’re buried with it.”

“You want out? Feel free to leave,” Chisolm returned, side-eyeing him. “Just leave my horse… ‘cause I paid for it.”

Definitely ice water in that man’s veins… And besides at this point, he was entirely too curious to point out that he could pay that money back with interest, as well as for the tack. Taking on a man like Bogue, it was suicidal and crazy, and he liked the sound of it.

Crazy and suicidal fit well into his plans quite nicely these days.

“Just speaking out loud,” he replied instead, all affable Faraday in his voice, not a hint of the slide coming. He actually wanted to stay on with this a bit, and letting the bounty hunter part of himself out would not be the way to go. Little Teddy Q might well turn tail and run, though he doubt Miss Emma would even consider it.

“Twenty miles east of here, Volcano Springs supply station. You look for a Cajun—”

He had heard men describe a feeling of their stomach sinking all the way to their feet. He had experienced it only once before, a little over eight years ago, but he had been too mad at the time to place note of the exact feeling. The sensation now was remarkably similar. Honestly, he wanted to throw up every ounce of Busthead he had managed to pack away today, and Chisolm hadn’t even finished speaking yet.

“—name of Robicheaux.”

“Goodnight Robicheaux?”

“That’s right.”

“The Angel of Death…”

This time Chisolm just continued talking as he had not spoken, giving them meeting instructions: outside of Junction City in three days. Chisolm even included an aside that was probably meant to be as funny as Chisolm ever got, about how if he wasn’t there, then he was probably dead and Joshua could keep ‘his’ horse.

Chisolm was already turning to speak to Miss Emma, his horse turned towards the hills to the north, when Joshua’s brain finally caught up to what was going on around him. “You’re going after that vaquero, right? Gabriel Vasquez?” Chisolm nodded once, carefully. “I’ll go get him. You find Robicheaux.”

“I reckon not, Faraday.” The use of that particular name seemed deliberate, maybe even too deliberate. “I imagine Mister Vasquez would be more likely to come along if there’s not too much danger of him getting shot dead for his troubles. Some of us don’t have a reputation of shooting first.”

“Tell that to Powder Dan,” he fired right back.

“Be that as it may, I figure you’re more likely to get Goodnight Robicheaux to commit to this crew than I am at the point, and I know I’m a good deal more likely to be able to find Gabriel Vasquez than you are. Miss Emma, you’re with me,” Chisolm concluded, the pair of them taking off.

In the back of his head, he was already cussing Sam Chisolm in every language he knew a swear word in: French, Spanish, English, even a few words here and there of Gaelic he remembered from his Ma. He imagined his face was a granite wall, though, since he had long since perfected his poker face. He felt like it might be slipping around the edges, though.

Hell, he could admit that it was a pretty good plan. Yeah, more of his bounties came back dead than they did alive, and if Vasquez knew who was hunting him, then his instinct did seem to be to hide far and deep, well away from the world. If Chisolm had some insight into finding him that Joshua didn’t, then that might not be the worst idea. Especially because they didn’t have the time to find him all over again, no matter what the purpose of detouring after a wanted man happened to be.

He didn’t much care for the idea of Sam Chisolm stealing another bounty out from under him, but maybe he had something in mind for that five hundred dollars that could make this whole thing a little less suicidal. What, he didn’t know, but he would never doubt that his fellow bounty hunter had tricks up his sleeve that he couldn’t guess at. You could buy a lot of rifles and ammo for five hundred dollars, and a lot more rifles and ammo on their side meant a better chance of them all surviving this to get their hands on that gold.

But he figured Chisolm was thinking wrong on one aspect: he was in no way the best to get Goodnight Robicheaux to join their little band. He hadn’t talked to his brother in eight years, after all, and they had parted ways under some… less than stellar conditions. Words had been exchanged that couldn’t be taken back. Also, there were certain punches that had been exchanged that stood in the way of a good reconciliation.

Aside from that, he had a pocket in his saddlebags full of letters Billy Rocks had written to him. He had only burned the first one; the second one he almost had but he had quickly fished it back out of the flames, and the thought hadn’t even crossed his mind from then on. He had never once gotten a letter from Goody himself. And hell, for that matter, he had put a letter to post only three weeks ago, his fifteenth or so… and he had been determined that it would be his last one.

As of a month ago, Billy Rock and Goody were still together, out somewhere near the Nevada-California border. Per Rocks’ latest letter, they were even still doing quick-draw competitions, so really, not that much had changed with them over the last few years. He couldn’t even remember the last time he heard of Goody picking up a bounty, but it had probably been a year or so after they had parted ways. A vicious part of him thought that Goody probably couldn’t hunt bounties without him; he needed someone to be able to shoot up close, and bringing a bounty to hunt a bounty just seemed like a losing hand, so far as Joshua was concerned.

Little Teddy Q looked like he was considering speaking up, like he was confused as hell and wanted answers but didn’t know how to get them, like he was liable to kick up a fuss in the near future. In short, he looked like every rebellious youngster that he had ever had the displeasure and misfortune of knowing, It wasn’t particularly something that Joshua wanted to deal with, so he turned Jack and started southerly towards Volcano Springs.

This was not going to end well.


He was still stewing on his annoyance when he rode into Volcano Springs with Teddy Q the next morning. Teddy had spent much of the night inquiring as to the person they were meant to collect, until Joshua had given some serious thought to either finding a way to literally sew his mouth shut or possibly just shooting the little bastard. He didn’t doubt that he could easily do either one in order to get a decent night’s sleep. He had rolled over—again—facing away from little Teddy Q and gleefully dreamed of fishing out a needle to take to the young man’s face.

But it did mean that he was in a sour mood riding into the supply station, more so than he likely would have been otherwise. Because, really, this wasn’t going to end well for anyone.

It looked like two-thirds of the town was gathered around the corral. It was a fair bet that that was where they were holding the quick-draw contest. After tossing Jack’s reins across what passed for a hitching post around here and waiting a moment for Teddy Q to catch up to him, he nodded in the general direction of the crowd that was forming. “You’ll find Robicheaux over there. If you want, place a bet on the Rocks guy. I hear he’s good.”

“Where’re you heading, Mister Faraday?”

“I need a drink.” And wasn’t that the God’s honest truth? Between drying out on the trail here from Amador City and the stress of what was likely to come soon, he needed to find a bottle of whiskey to crawl into. The Busthead from Amador City was long since gone, and he needed more. He needed it, like a fish needed water.

Yesterday he had had misgivings about all of this, he mused to himself. Today, he flat-out wanted to get back up on Jack, start riding any direction but back towards Amador City or this little Rose Creek.

Teddy Q looked all set to argue, so he didn’t give him the chance, by turning away and walking to what passed for a saloon around here. Unless Goodnight had changed a lot, the barber’s that was also in here would be call lure enough for them to stop by sooner or later; he had never been able to resist getting gussied up whenever the chance presented itself. So he settled himself at the table closest to the barber chair with a bottle and a glass and got to drinking.

Half an hour and half a bottle of cheap ass whiskey later, sure enough, he could hear Goodnight and little Teddy Q coming in. He would assume that Rocks was in tow, trailing somewhere behind Goodnight, even if the man was silent; a quick glance in the mirror over the bar confirmed it. Rocks was, in fact, sitting in a low chair next to the barber chair that Goodnight had settled into, eating with his hands, some kind of food that Joshua cannot identify in the mirror’s reflection. Goodnight might have been in the barber’s chair getting soaped and lathered, but he was also holding court, entertaining little Teddy Q mightily in the way only someone with that famed Robicheaux charm could do.

“‘Duly-sworn warrant officer from Wichita, Kansas, and seven other states’?” Goody—Goodnight was saying. “Do we have the same man?”

Teddy must have made an affirmative sound of some kind that didn’t carry over to Joshua’s table. Teddy’s following question made it that far just fine though: “Should we talk someplace more private?”

“No, I like it right here. Billy, you like it here?” Goodnight was all loud expansiveness. It was his version of digging in his heels on a subject—or it had been years ago. It covered much of whatever Rocks was saying; Joshua could see his lips moving, just a little bit, a couple of times in the mirror, but that was it.

Instead what he got next was another question from Little Teddy Q, and there was no mistaking how disapproving the boy sounded, like someone’s old maiden aunt. “How did y’all meet?”

Goodnight laughed, and it almost even sounded like his old self. Almost. That was the point that Joshua turned back to his drink, trying his best to ignore the tale Goodnight was spinning about how he met Rocks while serving a warrant on him for the Northern Pacific Railroad. The bare bones of it was correct, excepting how it had been the two of them, it hadn’t precisely been bareknuckled as Rocks had involved his knives at one point, and that had been the beginning of the end for the Robicheaux boys as a bounty hunting team. They hadn’t brought in a bounty together since then, and it didn’t look too likely on them ever working together again.

Hell, it wasn’t exactly news to him that Goodnight was making money off Rocks’ quick-draw fights. It was news that they were going equal shares on it. “Between fights,” Rocks was explaining, “Goody helps me navigate the white man’s prejudices.”

And Joshua was seeing red. He had known from the letters that Goodnight let Rocks use the nickname that had previously been reserved only for Joshua himself. Hell, that had been the reason why he’d burned Rocks’ first letter. It was one thing to know it. It was another altogether to hear it said out loud like it was just another simple thing.

“Mm-hmm,” Goodnight agreed. “I keep him employed, and he keeps me… on the level.”

This time Joshua’s hands were shaking as he poured his next drink. It had been a long time since that had happened, that he had been so mad that his hands shook. He had known that him—and by extension, little Teddy Q—being sent after Goodnight was a bad idea and he had suspected that it would be a trial for him, but he hadn’t expected just how much it would hurt… or how much it would piss him off.

“Well,” Teddy began, and Joshua could have kissed him for the distraction, much less for his choice of words, “Mister  Chisolm sent us to come fetch you, but he didn’t say anything about your friend over there.”

“Wherever I go,” Goodnight stated, completely level, no trace of levity to be found in his voice, though at least he didn’t seem to have noticed Teddy’s slip in using ‘us’ in that little declaration, “Billy goes.”

Teddy folded like a house of cards in a stiff breeze with a muttered “Yes, sir.” There was a long pause, one where he was willing to bet that Goodnight was staring little Teddy Q down as he ascertained whether or not the boy was taking him seriously.

Finally, Goodnight commented, “We understand each other then. Now Billy and I—”

And that was the last thing that Joshua could stand. He shoved the now completely empty bottle away from himself as he pushed himself to his feet, even if he was none too steady on them. He half turned, mostly facing Teddy, though he could see Goodnight’s startled expression out of the corner of his eye as he shot up as well, Rocks a half beat ahead of him, and snapped out, “We’re leaving in an hour. Meet us by the corral then.” Because he needed to spend some time with Jack, cooling off before he did something he would really regret.

He managed to take off and get as far as the door before a hand wrapped around his arm. For a split second, the face he saw when he looked over his shoulder was Monsieur Robicheaux before it resolved into Goodnight. Even so, he could still see the similarities between his brother as he had aged and their shared bastard of a father. It was in the goatee, trimmed neatly but still greying. It was in the light brown hair, always closer to blond than his own reddish hair had ever been, hints of steel starting to streak through it. It was in the weathered eyes that still seemed centuries too old for his body. Hell, it was even in the clothes, just as fine-cut as Monsieur Robicheaux had ever favored, even if these were older, clearly mended, and trail worn, and the two fleur-de-lis pinned to either side of his vest collar. It wasn’t quite like looking directly at the old bastard all over again, since there was enough of Maman Arthémie there too: her blue eyes, a general softening of features that had been harsher on their shared father.

But it wasn’t too far away from him either, Joshua thought to himself in a moment of sheer desperation, yanking his arm to free it.

Whatever shock that had been on Goody’s—Goodnight, damn it—face had all but vanished during Joshua’s split second of horror, and it had been replaced with anger. And wasn’t that a too damned familiar expression on that damned face? “Thought you were done working with others,” he all but growled out, and at least the voice didn’t sound much like Monsieur Robicheaux. “Yet here you are playing babysitter to… well.” He gestured wildly at Teddy Q, and yeah, really, that was all there was to say on the matter of the boy.

“Your buddy Sam Chisolm bought my damn horse out from under me. This is me, being the honest citizen that I am, paying off a debt,” he hissed back.

Goodnight snorted and switched to French. “I’m surprised you didn’t just back-shoot him and take that damned wild animal back. I’ve heard how honest you are now. Word gets around.

He narrowed his eyes and bit back on the growl that wanted to arise, before returning in kind, “At least I’m earning a living on my own merit and not someone else’s skills…” He paused, giving the words a second to sink in, before a smirk built on his face as he went for the one-two punch, “Ain’t that right, Monsieur Robicheaux?

There was a long breath of stunned silence, like the entire world had fallen away, and then he realized that solely because his ears were ringing and the room was spinning around him. Goody—Goodnight—still hit like a train, after all, catching him hard in the left eye. For another stunned minute, all he could think was how glad he was that the actual Monsieur Robicheaux had never managed to hit anywhere near as hard as Goodnight did.

The other man’s voice was like ice as he spoke again, still in French. “The way I hear it, I may have the old bastard’s look, but the temper and attitude are the bread and butter of the younger brother.” He didn’t call him ‘the bastard’, but it felt like his brother—no, not that, not anymore—had only just restrained himself from saying those words. “Sound about right, T-Jo?

And you know what, he decided to himself, fuck this. He still harbored some fond memories from his childhood of his brother, so he wasn’t about to do anything permanent—such as draw his gun, even if there was no chance he could miss at this range, or even return the favor of aiming for an eye, when Chisolm likely wanted Goodnight to be a sharpshooter for him now—but he could always pay the insult back in kind. It was easy to swing hard, right from the hip, like he had learned all those years ago in muddy battlefields across Maryland and Pennsylvania. Yeah, he was a lot bigger now than he had ever been then, but when he was mad as hell, it was what he always fell back on.

And unlike Goodnight, he didn’t aim for an eye. Instead, he caught the other man right in the corner of his mouth and felt a visceral kind of cheerful rage to see Goodnight’s lip split and blood well up. A dark grin pulled at the corners of his own mouth, and it felt so damn good.

You don’t get to call me that anymore. You gave up that right years ago, remember?

I almost feel sorry for you.” And almost immediately he could feel himself bristling. Where the hell did Goodnight Robicheaux get off talking to him like that? “But fine. We can finish this conversation later.” And yeah, apparently he was done, because he switched back to English before continuing, “Thirty minutes, then we should be set to ride. Get as far as we can before nightfall.”

And then Rocks was right there, always sticking his nose in where it didn’t belong, always oh so fucking willing to come between the two of them. “Get cleaned up, Goody,” he commented quietly. “You shouldn’t leave looking like this.”

He rolled his eyes, hard. “Yeah, go on and get ready, Goodnight. Your buddy Chisolm wants us in Junction City in a day and a half.”

Goody—God fucking damn it, it was Goodnight now, and his stupid mind needed to remember that—actually looked more struck by the use of his full name than he had by the punch, and that was saying something, he figured, since there was still a little blood mixing in with the brown and grey of Goodnight’s goatee. “Fine,” he commented dully, and it almost felt like victory. Or it might have, had he not switched back over to French to finish, “Was a time when you wouldn’t call me by that name, Joshua.

Once again he narrowed his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest. He wasn’t going to throw another punch, not if he could help it, but he always wasn’t going to lose at getting his fair share of the verbal battle in either. “And I figure it don’t much matter, since it seems everyone gets to call you ‘Goody’ now,” he fired back, sneering as the color rose up Goodnight’s neck and into his cheeks, just like it always had when he was mad as hell, before quickly chancing another verbal blow. “I certainly don’t remember you being quite so… free with that sort of stuff back then.

And there was that damn freight train again. Honestly, it felt like Goody had pulled his punch a bit the first time, at least compared to the second, because hell, that really did feel like getting hit by a train, because he hit the ground and tasted blood this time. He certainly felt like he’d had his bell rung like it hadn’t been in a few forevers, and it took him a few painful minutes to pick himself up out of the dirt, pushing himself to his feet and dusting himself off with his hat.

Little Teddy Q looked like he had suddenly had the knowledge visited upon him that he was in over his head. His green eyes were wide enough to pop out of his head, darting back and forth between Joshua in the doorway and the closed door that Goodnight and Billy had disappeared behind like one of them was going to end up biting him, and he actually looked a little pale. Yeah, he definitely had no idea what he had gotten himself into, and a vicious part of Joshua wanted to grin savagely with bloody teeth at the image he presented.

Instead, though, he paid for one more shot of the cheapest stuff in the bar, using it to painfully rinse the blood from his mouth. He even managed to ring the spittoon with blood-tinted rotgut before finally wiping at his mouth and saying, “We need to get back to the horses. It’s a long ride to Junction City, and I’m sure your little Joan of Arc ain’t going to be too happy with any of this.”

[section=Footer Notes]07 January 2017

Adora here again with another chapter of Wicked Ones. I’m still incredibly nervous posting this one, but all the lovely comments I received have gone a long way towards making me feel better about it. Thank you all so, so much for them all. I have turned it into a series, because I’m thinking some of the sections we have written would break up the narrative too much to be in the main story, but that’s subject to change. Katsuko will be starting to post Goodnight’s sections soon.

Also, I think I caught all the places the cat typed in the narrative, but if there is a random string of numbers and letters somewhere or something like that, please, let me know!

We’ve mentioned it elsewhere, but our posting schedule will be as follows:
Mondays – Trinity
Wednesdays – Monstrous/After Midnight
Saturdays – Wicked Ones

So yeah, I still hate the fact that the movie doesn’t give a first name for Vasquez. I’ve looked over all the supplemental material I could find, and nope, no first name there either. So we made one up.

~Adora[endsection]

Fortis – 01

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimer: I don’t own Gundam Wing. I’d be rich if I did, but since I don’t, I’m starving artist. What am I trying to say? It would do no good to try to sue me; all you’d get would be a few temperamental muses and half a caramel frappachino.
Word Count: 874[endsection]

Working an eight-hour a night, five nights a week job to pay the bills never really leaves enough time to do the real job, I muse to myself as I nurse my third double-expresso caramel coffee of the day; I’m trying to cut back, but in all honesty, I’m a caffeine addict. Since I stumbled downstairs around noon from my loft above the store and grabbed a muffin and my first drink of the day from Barton’s across the street in time to open by one, it’s been nonstop: take a sip, read a page, take a sip, read a page, take a sip, turn the page, repeat. Hell, today’s been duller than usual as my days go. I mean, no knife fights in the streets, no one using ‘the weird guy’s store’ (that would be mine, mind you) to hide out from the cops/the person trying to kill them, and of course, no customers.

If I ever get that Christmas bonus from the bagging, I’m so going to have to pay off my tab. Hey, maybe if there’s a little left over, I can even send Howie the loudest Hawaiian shirt I can turn up; that’s always a hoot. Planning what to do with that bonus is never fun, but at least this way I don’t end up overextending myself… again. So, first off, pay my Barton’s tab; second, buy Howie a new shirt; and third, if anything is left over after all that, see about springing for myself a meal bigger than the Value Menu at McDonalds.

I fucking hate being broke. Not that I think anyone sits around and says, “Gee, I can’t wait to have no money whatsoever and have to rely on my neighbors’ good will and long tab sheets.’ Or in Chang’s case, those elusive discounts and sales that somehow manage to get my supplies down into the range of what I have in my pockets. You know, I might object to being the neighborhood charity case if I weren’t trying to figure out a way to get someone to pay to have my heat cut back on. Even my resident gargoyle as fled in search of warmer climes and they can barely feel the cold!

So let’s review the situation: two days till Christmas; no clients; no heat; no clients; Shinigami the gargoyle gone to stay with his sister Nataku because Chang can afford heat; no clients; no Christmas bonus yet; and, oh yeah, no clients. No prospects of any anytime soon either; Yule is always my slowest season, which is really saying something because business is always slow. One of these Yules, I’m going to admit defeat. Not this year, though, not even if I get another of those ‘Close the shop and go to the clinic before you get pneumonia’ calls from the Oracle of New York again. Though, believe me, it’s not fun being told just how many things he missed because I came down with an overblown case of the sniffles.

I lift my cup for another sip, only to realize it’s empty. Damn, who’d have thought mystic rebellions in Han Dynasty China would have been stirring enough to finish the drink this quickly. Chang drops me off the weirdest reading material, you know. Last week it was the role of magic in Asian martial arts. It almost makes up for the fact that my only burglary system – Shinigami – is at his place.

Of course, once I realize my source of liquid warmth is gone, the cold just comes rushing in twice as strong as before. “The mystic hub of North American just had to be New York, didn’t it? It couldn’t be some place sunny and warm, like Miami or, hey, maybe even L.A.,” I have to complain to myself with a smirk as I go grab another jacket from the backroom.

“Do you always talk to yourself?”

I’d like to say I’d heard him come in, but I’d be lying and I would always rather avoid that. The front door is the only thing quiet in this place, especially since Shinigami ate the bell I’d installed over it. That little incident would be why I learned the hard way not to let gargoyles run out of their food of choice, which in Shinigami’s case would be upholstery and carpet.

Still, even without a door bell, I should have heard him come in. It’s not like Shinigami left a stitch of carpet to block out the sound of footsteps, and I was only gone a few minutes. He’s… not exactly dressed like someone who tends to be stealthy, but appearances can be deceiving. There has to be plenty of suits who have good reason to be quiet. Take this guy, Zechs, who hangs out over at Barton’s for example: he’s an utter suit, but he’s got a psycho sister who makes harpies seem sane, so he sneaks around like a damn ninja.

Okay, maybe I’m babbling a bit (It happens when I get nervous), but damn, it’s hard not to when you’re faced with the most gorgeous thing on two legs. Lean, not too tall, vaguely Oriental (I’m guessing Japanese) features, all in one neat package and tied off with a bow of bright blue eyes. Wow. Just… wow.

[section=Footer Notes]04 April 2007

Wow, I big time forgot to upload this anywhere but the blog. Whoops![endsection]

Fortis – Prologue

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimer: I don’t own Gundam Wing. I’d be rich if I did, but since I don’t, I’m starving artist. What am I trying to say? It would do no good to try to sue me; all you’d get would be a few temperamental muses and half a caramel frappachino.
Word Count: 235[endsection]

Let’s start this off properly…

Magic is real.

Well, not that sleight-of-hand bullshit, of course. A four-year-old with a good eye can catch most stage ‘magicians’ tricks. Real magic, though, is more elusive. As it was put to me, you’re not going to find the average real magician setting up in a storefront in the big city; it’s a good deal more underground, like through this guy that a friend of a friend’s brother’s girlfriend’s knows.

But then, I’ve never exactly been average in any sense of the word. That’s why I’ve got a little shop set up. It might be in the worst part of town (that’s the only way I can afford the rent, and even that’s scraping the bottom of the barrel most months), but it’s mine. And maybe one day I’ll turn a profit there and not at the midnight till eight a.m. grocery bagging that pays the rent. If Howie could see me now… Well, he’d probably tear me a new one then congratulate me on my ingenuity. I’ve always been a forward thinker.

So that’s the set-up. Yes, magic is real. Maybe you can even turn a profit on it. Forget all the bullshit out there. This isn’t Barely Legal Teenaged Sorcerers Gone Wild 3 or anything – and I’m damn sure no Harry Potter.

I’m Duo Maxwell of Maxwell’s Magical Services… and this is where the story starts.

[section=Footer Notes]12 May 2006

*groans* Like I needed another project… Anyway, Duo started whispering to me around hour three of a five hour car trip on May 9. When I got to my destination, I continued to ignore him rather than start another story. After a day, it moved to mental pokings… then the next day it was shouting. Today, all I heard was “Don’t make me get Shinigami after your ass.” Given that I named my car Shinigami… It seemed like a good point to give in.

So here I am… with another story.

And a note on the title: Fortis is Latin for “chance, fortune, luck” but also “steadfast, courageous, powerful”. I’ll let you figure out which meaning I’m intending.[endsection]

Dear Diary-thing

[section=Disclaimers & Notes] Disclaimers: Yu-Gi-Oh is the property of Takahashi Kazuki.  I obviously do not own it since I’m not having money.
Dedications: To Katsuko and Terra, for being the only ones to enjoy the story thusfar.
Archive: DarkMagick(dot)net, FanFiction(dot)net, MediaMiner(dot)org, and AnimeRevolution(dot)net. Anyone else wanting it, please ask first. I’ll probably say yes, but ask first.

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23 Aug.
Dear Diary-thing,

I guess Niisama wants to make sure I’m healthy and adjusted, so he made me go to a psychiatrist today. I think I fooled her. She is making me keep a journal-diary-thought book-thing, though, so maybe it didn’t go over as well as I thought it did. In retrospect, I might have gone a little overboard with the eleven-year-old pranks. I don’t think she appreciated the humor of the good old-fashioned spitball. I’ll have to improve before Niisama sends me back again. I don’t doubt he’d do it either.

Niisama doesn’t act like the Niisama I grew up with too much anymore. The Niisama I grew up with never smiled often, but at least he did sometimes! I have the photographic proof! And just to make sure I never forget, I keep it with me all the time. It’s my talisman against everything bad, my proof of the way things used to be, and my wish for things to be better one day.

I think I surprised the shrink-lady a bit though. Did she think Niisama was the only genius in the family? I just hide it better. I’m never going to be a world-famous CEO and inventor before I turn twenty, but that’s just because Niisama has made sure I won’t have to be. Niisama has gone through so much to make sure things are good for me. The least I can do is smile and be happy for him to see. Maybe it’ll bring the Niisama I used to know home.
15 Sept.
Dear Diary-thing,

I’m not sure I believe it, but Niisama lost. There is something completely wrong about that. It seems like the world should be ending now. Maybe the moon is turning to blood or something like that, and I’m missing it because I’m inside writing this. Well, we have been having a lot more earthquakes lately anyway.

If Niisama losing wasn’t bad enough, he lost to this pipsqueak upstart unknown duelist, and I bet the lousy bastard cheated too. And if I ever find out what that freak Mutou Yuugi did to Niisama, I’ll personally take untold revenge on him. I might do that anyway. No one hurts my Niisama and gets away with it. But how to do it?

No way. I’ve seen enough movies to know you never, ever write down your plans. I will not be a Bond villlian; they’re doomed to lose.
17 Sept.
Dear Diary-thing,

Either Mutou Yuugi cheats in ways even I can’t see or he’s hands down the best player ever, maybe even better than Niisama. Maybe. That’s a very, very big maybe. No one’s better than Niisama. Niisama is the best because he has to be the best. He had to be the best to beat Gouzaburou, even with cheating, and he had to be the best to keep us here.

Niisama’s planning something for them, some big project. I might just have to tack a couple plans of my own into it.
22 Sept.
Russian roulette with food! I am a genius!
22 Sept. (cont)
God damn Mutou Yuugi and his half-brained tagalong. How did he get by my wonderfully planned roulette? I could almost swear there were two Mutou Yuugi’s… but that’s impossible. Unless he’s insane. That’s a possibility. Multiple personalities – no, they call it Dissociative Identity Disorder now. Losing to him seems a little less strange impossible when you consider you might be playing against the insane.

Still, Niisama’s a million times better than me. He won’t lose again. Not with his new Death-T. Not even a lunatic like Mutou Yuugi can defeat Niisama’s games.
25 Sept.
Dear Diary-thing,
I can’t believe what all has happened in the last few days. Not only did Yuugi win, he beat both of us fair and square. Niisama made the games as challenging as he could, as challenging as they could get and still have a fair way out, and Yuugi still beat him. I just don’t get it.

No, better still, I don’t get Yuugi. It’s still like he’s two people. One of them’s kinda shy and quiet – you know, the kind of guy even I could beat up on my worst day with one hand tied behind my back and blindfolded. The other… Well, the other Yuugi’s an overconfident jerk and a bit of a prick – and I still want to know how he always wins! I think if we faced the first Yuugi, me and Niisama, we would have won hands down. It’s just that damn other Yuugi.

I don’t guess I hate him anymore though. I’m still peeved about what all he’s done to Niisama, especially now, but he saved me from Niisama’s penalty game. And supposedly Niisama will get better this time. Not like the last time he lost to Yuugi, not when he ended up acting like he was possessed by some demon of gaming or something.

Niisama’s done so much – suffered so much – for me, even things he thinks I don’t know about, and there hasn’t been anything I could do to help him. I’ve tried. Yuugi beat him, so I tried to beat Yuugi – and of course, I lost. I lost all three times I tried to beat Yuugi. I swear, there’s no winning against him. It’s not fair!

I shouldn’t whine. Until Niisama gets better, I’m the man of the house. I’m in charge.
25 Oct.
Dear Diary-thing,

Today is Niisama’s sixteenth birthday. He’s not awake yet, but I gave him a present: a locket with a picture of me in it. It’s half of the picture from back at the orphanage, back when we were happy. I took the other half and put it in a locket for myself.

Yuugi said Niisama’s rebuilding the puzzle of his heart. Maybe the locket will unlock a few pieces for him, like mine is a talisman for me to hopefully bring back happier times.
30 Dec.
Dear Diary-thing,

I’ve decided all doctors are quacks. They say Niisama’s a vegetable. They say he’s never going to wake up again. They don’t know my Niisama very well. Niisama never, ever gives up. He’s the greatest ever. He’s even greater than Yuugi. He’ll get better. He’ll wake up. I know it.

I just hope he wakes soon, though. The board is up to something. I can just feel it. I don’t like this one bit. It makes me wonder if I should be more careful here at home.
25 Feb.
Dear Diary-thing,

God damn Pegasus! God damn board! We’ve been sold out. There might still be a way around this though. They’re going to have to keep an eye on me, since they think Niisama’s not a problem right now. (Shows what they know! Niisama’s going to wake up! I know it!) Pegasus has to beat Yuugi to take over Kaiba Corp. I’ll just have to arrange it so that Yuugi forfeits out of Duelist Kingdom. But how to get there…?

I’ll work on that later. I need to finish the latest part of my report for Niisama. When he wakes up, I want him to know everything that’s been going on. I’ll have to find time to slip it to Midori in private. How sad is it that the only person I can trust here is the upstairs maid?
9 Mar.
Dear Diary-thing,

Where do I begin? Even ‘ungodly crazy’ doesn’t begin to describe the past several days. I guess I might as well start at the beginning though, huh?

The goon squad came after some of the papers in Niisama’s safe. It was my big chance to get them to keep me with them, so I swallowed the key to the safe! It wasn’t too comfortable going down, but damn, it was great watching them chase me out of the bathroom over and over again! So they took me to Pegasus’ island (My very first kidnapping! I’m moving up in the world!) to keep an eye on me and wait for the key to show up. Then I snuck out, snagged some of those star chip things and a deck from some kid, and waited for Yuugi, because really, like there was a chance he’d let something like that slide? Sure enough, I didn’t have to wait too long before he showed up.

What can I say? I lost. Of course. It was the other Yuugi, after all, in full arrogance. He figured me out quick enough and didn’t even get mad when I tried making off with his star chips and promised to help. Of course, then this weird ventriloquist guy – with a puppet of Niisama and Niisama’s deck – showed up, along with a goon, and started saying Niisama was dead and this was his vengeance. Even I have to admit he did a pretty good performance of Niisama, but there was no way Niisama was dead. Yuugi said so too, then the weirdest thing (till that point anyway) happened: the guy tried to use one of Niisama’s Blue Eyes White Dragons and it wouldn’t attack. Yuugi said Niisama was awake and this was his revenge.

I’m sorry to say I missed the last of the duel, after Yuugi kicked the guy’s ass, because I got kidnapped by that goon (I’m so popular!) and was taken back to the castle. And can I begin to describe how much that sucked? Because, really, I don’t think words suffice. And if that didn’t suck bad enough, I apparently got my soul stolen by Pegasus. Have you ever heard of such a thing? Wait, of course not; you’re a book. Anyway, Niisama came to save me, fought Yuugi, made Yuugi lose (that’s one thing that no one will tell me the ‘how’ on), dueled Pegasus, lost, and got his soul stolen too. I bet Pegasus cheated; he’s the type, the bastard.

Anyway, Yuugi to the rescue yet again. Apparently, he trounced Pegasus (as per usual) and got us our souls back. Typical Yuugi, you know.

I do have to say I’m curious about who’s behind these rumors of Pegasus being all dead and mutilated and stuff. I’d like to give them a big reward if it’s true. No one puts me and Niisama in cards and lives to tell the tale!

The best part of the whole thing is, Niisama is alive! Not only that, he’s awake too! And it’s not the ‘demon of gaming’ Niisama either! He even let me hug him, and he listened to me about taking Yuugi and the others back with us. Okay, it’s not the Niisama from before we became Kaibas, but this Niisama is enough like him for me. There’s a light in his eyes that I haven’t seen there in years. I guess I do have something to thank Yuugi for. (Niisama said something about ‘the other Yuugi’. Does that mean the whole split personalities is true?) Not that I’m planning on ever doing that. That helicopter ride was all the thanks they’re getting.
10 Mar.
Dear Diary-thing,

Niisama ruffled my hair today. He’s never done that before! This is so cool! I feel like I should be keeping a log of this or something, in case Niisama ever regresses to the way he used to be. ‘Today Niisama said more than ten words in a row.’ ‘Today Niisama paid attention to me without me having to pass him a memo on it.’ Come to think of it, I’ve been getting a lot more attention lately. This is really cool!

I probably shouldn’t keep thinking of that Niisama as ‘the demon of gaming Niisama’, but I do. That Niisama was so much different from the Niisama I grew up with, as well as the Niisama I have now, that he might as well have been a different person. This Niisama is utterly cool, though! He’s been laying down the law left and right at Kaiba Corp., showing everybody who’s boss: him. I don’t think I’ve ever seen so many people scramble quite so fast. It was great. Oh! And I’m a VP now! I rock!

Getting your soul stolen makes for some pretty spectacular nightmares, though. I tried to go to sleep once last night, and I woke up screaming and covered in sweat. I need to find a better solution to this. Better than video games all night, anyway.
12 Mar.
Dear Diary-thing,

This is a first that needs to get marked down. I was going to stay up and play video games all night again. (It’s better than having nightmares anyway, and it’s not like I’m going to get in trouble at school for sleeping.) Anyway, I’d barely gotten past one level before the door cracked open. I don’t know, I guess I was expecting the maid since Midori tends to worry. Well, Diary-thing, it wasn’t Midori. No, it was Niisama! Niisama came to check on me!

Oh, I got a little bit of a scolding for still being up on a school night. I’m not letting that bother me because Niisama actually cared what I did; the old Niisama never did, so that was actually nice, even if I was in trouble. Anyway, it was embarrassing, but I finally went ahead and told Niisama about the nightmares. Okay, it was really embarrassing because it seemed really weak when Niisama’s really strong.

Anyway, long story short, one minute I’m staring at my game controller, about to die of embarrassment, the next I’m dangling over one of Niisama’s shoulder. Wow, I mean, I always knew Niisama was strong, but wow… He’s like Superman or something. Definitely not bad for someone just a few days out of a six-month coma. Everyone wishes they were as cool as my Niisama!
21 Mar.
Dear Diary-thing,

Been crashing in Niisama’s room a lot lately. Hey, it’s a good way to keep from having nightmares — and to make sure he doesn’t work till he drops. Niisama redefines workaholic. To be fair, he’s working on improving the Duel Disk, and that’s a lot of work.

I’ve managed to get him to promise to take one day off a week to just hang out with me and not work any later than eleven on school nights. I was hoping for two days off and nine o’clock, but Niisama’s much better at negociating than me. I’ll have to get better at it and renegotiate our agreement.

I think this Sunday, for our first family outing, I’m dragging Niisama to the park. Some sun might do him wonders.
25 Mar.
Dear Diary-thing,

I think Niisama’s a vampire. Either that or he just burns really easy. How long has it been since he’s been outside for any stretch of time? From now on, all Sunday activities will either have to be inside ones or with limited outside time.

Poor Midori. She’s having to put up with Niisama grumbling because he burned so badly. It’s going to be milk baths and aloe vera for a while, she said. Maybe I can convince him to lay out of work till the burns die down.
25 Mar. (cont)
Dear Diary-thing,

Mwahahaha! It took some convincing, but Niisama’s a homebound boy tomorrow. It wasn’t too hard actually. I just pulled some pretty convincing puppy eyes. But I do have an extra day with him all to me. But tonight – Vampire Movies Night!
26 Mar.
Dear Diary-thing,

No more Vampire Movie Nights ever again. Yeesh, Niisama knows how to pick the really, really scary ones. I had nightmares of a freaky shape-changing scary-as-shit Pegasus with gigantic sabertooth fangs. I just wanted to prove to Niisama that he needed to see the sun sometimes, not have the damn piss scared out of me.

Mokuba, do we need to have a conversation about your language? – S.
30 Mar.
Dear Diary-thing,

We’ve been outed. Niisama’s writing notes in here too now. I don’t know. It’s kinda cool. But, Niisama, we’re not doing the girl thing and having an exchange diary! That’d just be goofy… and girly to boot. Way too uncool. I don’t know about you, but I have a reputation to maintain.

Hey, Niisama, for our Sunday this week, do you want to check out Black Crown Games? I heard it’s supposed to be pretty cool. (And it wouldn’t be supporting Yuugi.) Wait, wait, this week is the all day marathon of that program with the sci-fi shows explained and UFOs debunked! Next week maybe? Show those creeps how real gamers play?
6 Apr.
Dear Diary-thing,

I guess Niisama didn’t feel like commenting so the plans are on: Black Crown Games this Sunday. I seriously can’t wait to show these guys up.

In other news, it’s starting to look like the rumors are true, and that bastard Pegasus really has kicked off. Either that or someone’s shamed the hell out of him and he’s in deep hiding. I can live with either of those. And, on a more fun note, Domino Museum is getting a new Egyptian exhibit. Here’s hoping this one goes better than the last one and doesn’t drive everyone associated with it absolutely bonkers! I heard one guy got his teeth bashed in or something! There’s supposed to be a chick running this one, though. That’ll be neat. You know: boobs.

Hey, Niisama: It’s three months and a day till my birthday. Can I have a stripper?

4-7: I am seriously going to pretend I didn’t see that, Mokuba. You’re turning twelve, not twenty. Also, check today’s paper: Black Crown Games burned down. Apparently your friend Yuugi was inside but is somehow okay. He’s in the hospital with mild burns and smoke inhalation. We are not taking our Sunday to go visit him. -S.
7 Apr.
Dear Diary-thing and Niisama:

Yuugi is not my friend!! I just go to see him sometimes because all the kids my age are nitwits. Most of them don’t know a single kanji outside of their own name, they’d never be able to do a simple cost-benefit analysis spreadsheet to save their lives, and a lot of them want to call me ‘Mokuba-chan’! I don’t look like a girl! It’s not fair! Why do I have to be a ‘Mokuba-chan’??

Anyway, I’m going up to the hospital to visit Yuugi a little, so Niisama and I can have our day tomorrow. Finding time is starting to get a little harder now that school’s started back. A whole new year of being smarter than everyone else in my grade and most of the teachers too. I wish I could skip up a few grades. As it is now, I’m getting a lot of quality nap time and that’s about it. Maybe it’ll be better next year in junior high.
7 Apr. (cont)
Dear Diary-thing,

I got the ‘these are your formative years so skipping grades would be bad’ talk before I went to see Yuugi. I’m debating. Okay, no, I’ve decided. It’s a little annoying after having so much time running on my own judgment, but I really like having Niisama back and looking after me.

While I was at the hospital visiting with Yuugi and the others, Niisama apparently got called to the museum to talk to the chick who’s running the exhibit. I wonder what she said to him to get him in such a strange mood tonight. When he got home (a long time after me too, mind you! I’m not used to Niisama staying out nights when he’s not working), he started telling me about a new tournament he’s planning. His very own Battle City. First, there are new cards and Duel Disks to test first, though. This is going to be fun!

[section=Footer Notes]

05 February 2006

And here is the Mokuba-lette, completed at last. I was originally planning on spanning the entire manga and maybe going beyond it, but I’ve decided I’m a lot happier with it like this.

[endsection]

Good Enough

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: Harry Potter is the property of J.K. Rowling and all associated copyright holders, of which I am not one.  I obviously do not own it since I’m not having money.
Dedications: To Katsuko, for not laughing too much when I figured out the narrator at last, and Rika, for the OKB.
Archive: DarkMagick(dot)net, ESMnet, and Calliope. Anyone else wanting it, please ask first. I’ll probably say yes, but ask first.[endsection]

It wasn’t that he wasn’t good enough. Far from it; he was good enough for anything. And it wasn’t that he wasn’t smart enough, rich enough, or anything like that, because he was more than all of those – and of course, much, much more. His allowance was more than some people made a year, and he had more looks, charisma, brains, and cunning in his left pinkie finger than some people‘s entire family did.

No, it wasn’t a question of being good enough. This was all about being “better than”. It was about being better than everybody else here. It was about them not being good enough to wipe the mud from his boot heel.

In summary, this was about being better than him. Even if it meant selling his soul to the devil – or any other Dark Lords he might meet along the way – then he’d do it, if it made him finally better than him, better than… Harry Potter.

[section=Footer Notes]13 January 2006

Happy Friday the 13th, people. I don’t want to say anything else, because then the notes might be longer than the drabble.

Eternal SailorM[endsection]

The Calling

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Series: Crystal Blue Snake of the Night
Rating: PG
Genre: Character introspection
Summary: We know Nito was banished from his village for stealing the Kageken, and we know he met Kento shortly thereafter. What happened in between?
Archive: If you want it, cool, but e-mail me first.[endsection]

He’d never been so embarrassed in all his life. Granted, all his life was only a little over seventeen years, and he’d been embarrassed often in the last fifteen of them, but still…! He hefted his sword across his shoulders and trudged along, willing the shame to stay back in his mother’s village where it belonged. of course, there were a few other things he had with him that should have stayed in the village, but that was a whole other story. But the long and short of it was he was both banished and running away.

Not that he’d had a lot of choices to start off with. Shadow Youkai were matriarchal, after all, and the only reason he’d been allowed to stay as long past fifteen as he had was simple: as a sword master, it was his duty (and supposedly, also his pleasure – but not it was best not to get into that) to instruct his younger sister on how to use a sword, specifically the clan sword that had been handed down through several generations of his family. Never mind that Ayaboshi had no business even looking at a sword, she was the heir – the Lady Ayaboshi – and it was to be hers.

Nito winced in memory. Or it would have been hers if it was still in the village. He wondered if anyone had noticed it was missing yet. He needed to put some major distance between him and the village before they realized. When they did, they’d be after him with a vengeance, brother of the heir or not. Stealing it may not have been his brightest idea to date, but he’d been unable to resist it, like it had been calling just for him.

Either way, whether it had been calling to him or not, it was with him now and there was nothing to be done for it. It certainly wasn’t like he could very well go back and return it to the shrine, not and come back with his head still attached. And since he was rather attached to his head… All the same, he wasn’t breathing easier till he was well away from the life he’d known before. He’d put a good bit of distance between the village and him in the past few hours, and dark was only a matter of minutes away; it would be safe to stop for just a few moments and catch his breath.

Sometimes he thought the goddess his mother so desperately believed in must actually like him, male or not: stepping through the thick trees to the side of the road revealed a stunning lake, the likes of which he had never seen. Adjusting the Kageken in the pouch at his side, he had just knelt to drink when he caught sight of movement on the far side of the water. He couldn’t make out who – or what – it was, but he wasn’t taking chances. A hand on his blade, he slipped silently around the lake, absently skimming around leaves and branches, anything that might make noise.

Maybe the pair were not assassins, after all; for a Shadow Youkai, he wasn’t exactly the most stealthy; but he wouldn’t put it past the tribe – or more specifically, his mother – to hire outsiders to murder him. For an absurd minute, he couldn’t decide which would be worse, to be killed by someone he did or did not know. In the back of his mind, the Kageken whispered of death and blood and a thousand different ways to kill a person before they could even scream, but he pushed all that even further back when the woman turned to him, summoning the silly and perhaps stupid smile that had gotten him out of many a jam back home, mostly by confusing the one threatening him into thinking there was nothing but fluff between his ears. “Hi!” The male turned as well, and something inside him twitched. It would be bad if the answer to his question would be ‘yes’, he could tell that now. “Are you assassins from my mother’s tribe?”

[section=Footer Notes]19 December 2005
You have no idea how long I’ve been working on this: at least the better part of a year and a half. Sad, isn’t it? Every time I thought I had Nito down, I’d remember a manga scan or a scene and go ‘crap – rewrite’. Then of course, I set it down from June till October to work on my two GWYaoi Wild Card stories, but now it’s done. I can breathe again — at least till I start the next one. Hey, someone has to share the CBSN love online![endsection]

Duty

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: Fullmetal Alchemist is the property of Arakawa Hiromu, and Bluebird’s Illusion is from Ocean-X.  I obviously do not own either since I’m not having money… again.
Dedications: To Katsuko, for enjoying the story, inspiring Envy, and squeeing over my Pride icons for GJ, as well as all the lovely people who reviewed previous stories.
Archive: DarkMagick(dot)net, FanFiction(dot)net, MediaMiner(dot)org, and AnimeRevolution(dot)net. Anyone else wanting it, please ask first. I’ll probably say yes, but ask first.[endsection]

Sometimes he could almost forget that they were siblings. Well, half-siblings, but it didn’t really count, not when there were four hundred-odd years and a few attempted murders between them. Sometimes it seemed like the only things they had in common were a shared resurrectionist, who happened to have provided half of each of their genes, and the ability to cause mass destruction.

But sometimes it was a little harder to forget, like when he came home from one of Father’s “missions” a little bloodied (though little of it was actually his and what was his was from wounds long since healed) and Pride went into a quietly overprotective fuss, which generally included a lot of head shaking, almost stern looks, and a few heavy sighs. The blond might be a few centuries younger than him, but he’d lost none of his overreactive elder brother traits that had to have surely nearly driven the youngest Elric out of his mind. Envy had to wonder sometimes if he’d always been like that or if everything that had happened to him in the pursuit of the Philosopher’s Stone had turned him this way. Either of those he wouldn’t doubt in the least, given the blond’s predilection for – what was the term? – motherhenning.

Who knew how the other thought, after all? Not him, that was for sure. Sometimes, just occasionally, he wondered what went on in that mind of his, but asking, as had been proven, only led to more blank than normal expressions, with the confused tilted head tossed in from time to time for good measure, which was almost as annoying as the damned sighing.

Barely managing to hold back a growl, he swatted at the other’s hands as they continued to seek out any spot that might be injured. “I’m not hurt! Even if I had been, it would be healed by now!” he ground out.

Large golden eyes stared at him for a long moment. “…you’re sure?” he finally got out after what felt like a short eternity or three.

“Of course I’m sure. Don’t be more stupid than normal.”

Pride just looked at him for several long minutes, like if he waited long enough, Envy would cave and admit being hurt. Finally another sigh escaped him. “Then it’s… someone else’s blood?”

“Yeah.” The blond opened his mouth, and he could just see what was about to come out. “Yes, I’m sure.”

“…really sure?” He had to gape. It really wasn’t like Pride to push matter so; that was more of an Edward-thing, after all. “They… might have…”

There was a voice laughing in the back of his head – that happened to sound rather like Lust – laughing as he half-sighed and half-growled. “I’m perfectly all right, Pride. Every drop of blood on me belongs to someone else.” Sometimes it was just easier to coddle the blond and appease his hyperactive ‘elder’ sibling instincts, even if sometimes it made him feel ill.

Without prompting, for once, Pride sat down straddling him, arms coming around his body in what he’d heard described as a ‘hug’ before. He wasn’t too sure he liked it; it made something inside him tighten in a way that had little to do with arousal and nothing to do with reshaping his body. “I… don’t want… anything to happen to you… Envy. I… don’t want… to lose you…” there was a long pause, long even for Pride’s halting speech patterns “…too.”

There was that weird twisting sensation again, sharper this time. However, he chose to ignore it for the moment, tend to the other homunculus, and mention it to Father if needs be later. He caught the blond by the high neck of his shirt and maneuvered him where he wanted him. “I’m not going anywhere. What’s the fun in that, o-chibi-san?” Was that a faint twitch of a frown or a trick of the fading light? Later. “We’re stuck together for a while yet.”

“…I’m… glad… to hear that… Envy.” That was certainly a near beginning to a smile or perhaps even a grin there.

If the remnants of Edward were indeed reemerging from Pride, this could spell out worlds of trouble for all of them, not in the least of which being himself and Father. Perhaps this did bear passing on, but not just yet. He wanted to see where it went first. Pride was his, after all, his lover and his brother, so it was only right that he pursued this matter first himself before turning it over to Hohenheim. No sense letting all his time spent on the other go to waste.

And it had nothing to do with large golden eyes that were starting to sparkle a bit more than they had been, or little speeches that were starting to get a little longer, or that nebulous twisting in his gut. None of that mattered at all.

[section=Footer Notes]29 November 2005

Well, well, look who’s back? Yep, you can’t get rid of me!

After noticing that so many people have the previous stories on story update alert, I decided it might be time to start tackling something a little more multi-part-like, for better or worse. We’ll see what happens. I don’t promise frequent or long updates; this one is already my longest FMA:BBI story, at double the length of my previous stories.[endsection]

Tabula Rasa

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: Fullmetal Alchemist is the property of Arakawa Hiromu, and Bluebird’s Illusion is from Ocean-X.  I obviously do not own either since I’m not having money… again.
Dedications: To Katsuko, for enjoying the story, inspiring Envy, and squeeing over my Pride icons for GJ.
Archive: DarkMagick(dot)net, FanFiction(dot)net, MediaMiner(dot)org, and AnimeRevolution(dot)net. Anyone else wanting it, please ask first. I’ll probably say yes, but ask first.[endsection]

Pride gave new meaning to the term ‘tabula rasa‘. In a million ways, half of them literal, he was a complete blank slate. The blond had apparently abandoned his memories – and was obviously completely at peace with that arrangement. They swamped back up to engulf him from time to time, but never without impetus; they were always triggered by some external stimulus.

Excepting those sporadic attacks of visions from his human life, the blond might as well be a blank piece of paper on which he could inscribe whatever he wanted. What he told Pride to do, he did. Where he told Pride to go, he went. And for the most part, who he told Pride to kill, he slew without any hint of emotion.

Going from those blank golden eyes, it was sometimes easy to forget who Pride had once been. Moments where he stopped to wait on a ‘I’m not short’ or a ‘Who are you calling’ rant were becoming fewer and farther between. It was even easier to forget when the blond didn’t rise to the ‘o-chibi-san‘ cracks he’d so enjoyed taking.

He had watched Pride emerge from the remnants of Edward. He had watched him struggle to form thoughts and opinions that were his own, not those given to him at his creation and since then. Pride was very much a work in progress, one that it would take him years to perfect.

And he’d thought life was going to be dull.

[section=Footer Notes]04 November 2005

And this particular story made me want to introduce Rippy the Razor. ~.~  (Two points if you get the reference.)

There we have it: five stories in five days. Now I can work at a less frantic pace.[endsection]

Family

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: Fullmetal Alchemist is the property of Arakawa Hiromu, and Bluebird’s Illusion is from Ocean-X.  I obviously do not own either since I’m not having money… again.
Dedications: To Katsuko, for enjoying the story and inspiring my Envy.
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Sometimes it surprised him how much Pride disliked Hohenheim. Not that he ever said a word about it, but he could tell from the silence the levels of uncomfortable their father made the blond.

A visit from or to Hohenheim was tantamount to a family reunion… where one person never made a sound beyond the occasional noise of agreement or opposition. And he wouldn’t even do that much if the prompting question came from their father.

He despised the man to no end, but he still found something to force out whenever he was around. Pride, for some reason, would clamp his mouth shut and keep Envy between himself and their father when it was possible; when it wasn’t, he cringed at every touch and remained completely quiet.

Not that Pride was exactly talkative at any point in time, but he was rarely this taciturn. Despite what some of the others might think, he spent the most time with the blond, as in almost all the time; he knew there was something very like a language to the blond’s silences. While Pride might not have the widest range of emotions he’d ever seen – and wasn’t that an understatement! – he did have a few here and there. Apparently, Hohenheim set off something wrong in one of them because the silence he projected in the older man’s presence was distinctly uncomfortable.

But as long as they had to keep having these little homecomings, there wasn’t much he could do except put up with Pride’s antics around their father and let the blond cling to him day and night the entire time they were around the man – and usually a good week or so afterwards. It wasn’t too much of a hardship.

[section=Footer Notes]03 November 2005

And thus begins my first foray into Fullmetal Alchemist. Gods save us all.[endsection]

Silence

[section=Disclaimers & Notes]Disclaimers: Fullmetal Alchemist is the property of Arakawa Hiromu, and Bluebird’s Illusion is from Ocean-X.  I obviously do not own either since I’m not having money… again.
Dedications: To Katsuko, for enjoying the story, and The Enchanted Storybook, for the nice review that made me keep writing.
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He didn’t like it when Envy was quiet. Silence from Envy never led to good things, he’d learned early on. The last time Envy had been quiet like this, Lust had ended up with pink hair and Gluttony… Well, it hadn’t been pretty.

He especially didn’t like it when Envy was quiet because of him. Sometimes he wondered if he shouldn’t just stop speaking all together, at times when he’d opened his mouth and the wrong thing came out, but no, that would just upset the other homunculus as much – and sometimes more than – his occasional vocal blunders.

“…Envy?” Not a word. In fact, hardly so much as a blink. “…I’m sorry, Envy…” Still nothing. He felt his own face twitch, and he moved to kneel at the other’s feet. “…I’m… really sorry?”

Finally he got some slight acknowledgement: a sneer and a muttered question: a sneer and a muttered question: “Do you even know what you’re sorry for, o-chibi-san?”

A frown might have crossed his face, but he couldn’t be sure. Sometimes he really hated that name, but never enough to complain about it. “I…” What had he done again? It never took a lot to set off his volatile lover, but for a pout of this magnitude… Oh yes, now he remembered. “I… should not have said… that name, that… that person looked like R… that guy… I’m sorry…?”

“You really are a piece of work, Pride.”

He almost breathed a sigh of relief, crawling up to drop his head in Envy’s lap, his favored position. “…Thank you, Envy…”

“Shut up.”

He let his eyes slide closed. He might have even smiled against Envy’s stomach, but he doubted it.

[section=Footer Notes]02 November 2005

Will the wonders never cease? Three FMA Envy/Pride fics in three days. Shall we shoot for four?[endsection]